You created god in your image.

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A punishing, denigrating deity that always wants more than you are willing to give.

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You can never be good enough for this god or for anyone else in your life, as even your relationships follow this same routine.

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You can never be good enough to have good things easily.

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You have turned your back on yourself.

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You did this because at some point, you bought into the lie that you were simply not good enough.

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You have been jumping through hoops ever since.

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Trying to prove yourself.

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Trying to be enough.

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Trying to be worthy of love and money.

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Trying to be worthy of eternal bliss.

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And always falling short of the mark.

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Can you not begin to see that you turned your back on yourself, first?

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Well before anyone else could use or abuse you, you had already decided that you were not good enough and that you deserved to always be in strife and struggle.

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OK, so going back further than when you made your choice, someone you loved told you these lies and cemented this idea within you.

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Someone whose opinion mattered to you, somehow gave you the idea that you would never quite match up to their expectations for you and so, therefore you would forever be jumping through their hoops and still never meeting the standard they required for love.

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Maybe, it was a parent.

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Almost definitely it was a parent.

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They may not even be around anymore and you are still jump, jump, jumping.

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And at some point, my love, it no longer really mattered who started this crazy cycle that is still playing out in your life because YOU CHOSE to believe them.

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And if you are to heal, you are going to have to CHOOSE to stop believing them.

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You are going to have to choose to face into your beautiful, awesome, powerful self.

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You are going to have to choose to love you utterly and completely so that you can stop with all the jumping through hoops for everyone and everything else.

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You are going to have to choose to forgive ‘them’ whoever they are – Be it parents who may have started the lie or be it people who took what you did not value (YOURSELF) and abused it even further.

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No longer can they be allowed to determine what happens next for you.

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No longer can they hold the key to your prosperity.

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One good thing that has come from all this hoop jumping is the fact that YOU HAVE PROVED that you are strong, powerful and relentless.

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Yes, maybe  it was directed towards the wrong goal of proving yourself.

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Now, you can refocus all that energy on designing a life you love and the prosperity you deserve.

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Over and over and over again, refocusing your mind on things that are actually important to you.

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Yes, it will take discipline and learning to KNOW WHO YOU REALLY ARE again.

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Yes, you will need to see the Divine for who he/she/it really is, rather than the image you created to punish you for being alive.  This connection is your source of limitless power, you need it so there will be work to do around seeing clearly and allowing yourself to truly be loved unconditionally.

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But again, you are powerful enough to do this.

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Turn your face back towards yourself.

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Turn your back on the crowd.

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It is your time.

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The Abundance Library will help you identify those places where you have turned your back on yourself.

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It will immerse you in new ways of thinking that will empower you, rather than debase you.

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And as you allow yourself to be immersed in higher level thoughts, you will remember who you really are and the prosperous life you are created for.

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You will also learn to lean more deeply into your intuition for guidance and next steps.

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Life will open up.

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Are you ready? – Pop over to RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/abundancelibrary and get started for just $22.22.

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Much Amazing Love

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