For a long time, I got caught up waiting for apologies.
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I was hurting.
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I felt betrayed.
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I wanted them to acknowledge that ‘THEY’ had done this to me.
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My income stalled.
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My happiness took a nose-dive.
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Tears were ever at the ready to fall, as I waited, waited, waited for the realisations and the apologies that never came.
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I would tell my story to anyone who would hear me.
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“THEY’ were wrong, dammit!!!
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And some even agreed with me – Yes, of course, ‘they’ were wrong, Rosemary. Poor you. How dare they treat you this way? After everything you did for them? How could they?! You deserve to be angry. You deserve an apology.
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Loving words that stroked my wounds, kept me bleeding.
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Stopped me from healing as I waited, waited, waited for apologies, for ‘THEM’ to come on bended knee asking for my forgiveness.
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And my life stayed in the stalled position.
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Getting older but not wiser.
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Income diminishing.
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Pain increasing as I waited.
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Working harder and harder to maintain a life I did not love but I had no energy to give to my visions, goals, dreams.
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I did not even know why I felt so empty inside.
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Finally, the pain got too much and I CHOSE To love myself enough to change course.
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To stop giving ‘them’ so much power over me.
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To stop waiting.
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Yes, my love, they may be wrong, you may be right.
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How much longer do you want to wait before you love yourself enough to let them go so you can AWAKEN and live?
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The pain increases daily and you can only drown it out so long with food, drink, TV, religious activities etc.
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Well, a lot of people drown it out until finally they give up and die.
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But that does not have to be you.
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AWAKEN.
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Do you want to prosper in every area of life?
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Do you want MORE from your life?
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Then it is time to change course, my love.
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It is time to love yourself enough to respond to the whisper of the Divine within you guiding you in a different direction.
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Come now and start your 7 day trial of the ABUNDANCE LIBRARY for a $1.
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Come leave behind the pain and limiting beliefs of the past.
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Come rise victorious in your true design.
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Take back dominion over your money, your energy and your relationships – You do deserve much more than you are currently allowing.
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Much Amazing Love
