You’re that ambitious spiritual person with high hopes for your future — and you have the power to create heaven or hell for yourself on the journey to everything you desire.
You also have the power to create NOTHING AT ALL — if you let fear, impatience, or the need for instant gratification pull you off-path.
I’m not talking about the so-called heaven or hell of religious dogma where humans are supposed to end up after a lifetime of trying to make a scary deity happy and where they tell us, we will be rewarded or punished for all eternity. NOPE, I do not even believe that exists, truth be told.
But what I do KNOW exists is your (and my) ability to create heaven or hell right now — in our own minds — as we try to build the life we want.
I’ve created my own personal hell too many times to count as I deliberately created my vision. I’ve imagined worst-case scenarios and lived in them on repeat — all in my mind — when nothing of the sort was actually happening in the physical reality. I have taken myself off-path so many times because I believed a temporary delay meant permanent denial and so I choose current disappointment over future disappointment, even though if I had just chosen to trust and kept doing what I KNEW to do, I would have created the life I wanted so much sooner.
But it gets hard, doesn’t it?
Hard to stay on path when the people around you think you are crazy, your bank account seems to be suggesting you are crazy, your own amazing mind is YELLING that you are deluded and CRAZY for thinking you can have what you want. It gets hard in those moments to listen to the still small voice telling you to be patient, to allow things to unfold in perfect timing, to trust that what you have decided to create is definitely being created…
And so, if you are anything like me, you try to resolve that inner tension by doing something crazy like taking yourself off-path for a while until you realise you are ruined for the normal life and so you get back on path and have to start again… or you take an unnecessary detour, telling yourself that it is a shortcut, but then it just makes everything take even longer because it really was the scenic, indirect route…
And then the added issue of growing self-doubt every single time you do any of these things that then makes it even harder to stay on -path…
Until finally, the pain gets SOOOOOO much that you surrender completely to your vision and go all in on it with a deep decision that no matter what it looks like, you will choose trust and so all of a sudden, you are overwhelmed by a deep sense of peace and a deep knowing that all is well and unfolding exactly as it must… You move up to what I like to call stage 3 – the practical mystic…
Or…
you revert back to stage 1 – the blissful unaware (except you are not so blissful, you are more the broken & depressed unaware) where you just quit altogether and become jaded and cynical and guarded like most of the people around you, absolutely convinced that you had been deceived and scammed and you probably find Jesus or return to Jesus or some other religion where you can hide away, play small forever and blame god for your lack of results in life (but of course, you call it some other spiritual sounding thing so you can find peace in the fact that you scared yourself so much until you gave up. No judgement here, you are still loved whatever you do)
But notice: that hell you’re living in? You created it.
You imagined everything going down the tubes and you decided that that inner picture was more real than the vision of everything going well. You made choices based on that imagined horror in your mind which tended to create even more reasons to be afraid. Yes, the physical reality did seem to look dire at times but somehow, there was always a way out, a step you could take and you could have taken it in peace and calm and trust (heaven) but you choose to paint an internal image of chaos and pain and terror (hell) which made it soooo hard to stay on-path.
The thing I now know about myself is that I was/am addicted to the drama; I began to pride myself on my ability to navigate all this self-created craziness, I began to feel a rush when faced with all the inner disaster (and sometimes external noise & drama) because deep down, I knew that I would find a way through or out of it. Not so fun for anyone in my orbit — my darling hubby probably still has nightmares from some of my choices. And truly, even the weird pride I felt at my resilience got rather tiring at times. I wish I could say I am over all this but I still grow, I still learn…
So why am I writing this?
To tell you (and myself) that we have choice about this…
We can continually choose hell if we want as we create our ambitious dreams…
or…
We could choose heaven – as we trust the Divine and ourselves to peacefully navigate the ups and downs of the physical reality and keep our minds and hearts firmly on the ambitious vision we have deliberately chosen to create. We do not have to be drawn into the underground of life, we could remain on our thrones ABOVE the noise, nonsense and drama…
Ultimately, the option to lace our journey with noise, nonsense and drama is always ours, just as the option to lace our journey with peace, calm, trust is also available.
What will it be for you?
Again, know that you are loved whatever you choose and you will always be supported and loved, even if you go down the path of quitting altogether because you finally decide to defeat yourself in your own head.
However, let’s choose heaven, shall we?
Lets practice it until it becomes more normal than the hellish thoughts we continually succumb to.
You are the authority in your life
You are one with the Divine and therefore powerful and limitless
You can choose to let go of the pain and limiting beliefs of the past… or you can indulge them
Nothing can exist in your future without your permission…
And all this remains true, regardless of what story you like to tell yourself…
I can help you remember these truths about yourself…
I can help you put them into practise…
I can help you see when you are defeating yourself in your own mind…
Working with me in ABUNDANCE & the Deliberate Millionaire Gathering is where you can practise until you remember to use your superpower – your imagination – for your own good, rather than your own demise.
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And remember I know firsthand just how tough it can feel to apply these truths because I live it everyday so I get that it is easier said than done. However, I also get that it can be done…with practise (and lots of failures). It is a skill and it is helpful to be surrounded by people who are on the same path as you because we get it…unlike most of the people in your world who just see you struggling for what seems to be no reason. They just think you should finally see that no one ever gets what they want and why are you pushing so hard for something that is not working and so they infect you with their doubts and fears which can sound so reasonable when you are going through what feels like hell. Having other ambitious spiritual people around you IS ESSENTIAL.
So again, I invite you into ABUNDANCE now – CLICK HERE.
But of course… it is your choice 😁😜❤️
