Sometimes, the loneliness gets to you…
The feeling that you are on a desert island somewhere, even though you are surrounded by people
And the only way to feel good for a second, is to offer your body to someone who does not really care about you
Or it is the extra food you eat which means your body continues to grow beyond where you thought it would ever be…
Or it is the money you spend trying to fill a hole that more stuff will not fill…
Or it is some other secret dark thing you do when you feel this desperate need to run, run, RUN from yourself…
And at least for that one second of relief, you can pretend to be loved, cared for and seen
But the emptiness returns
And with it, the guilt
the shame
And the wondering why you keep doing this to yourself
And so the beating up of yourself continues
And you feel less and less worthy of true love, true companionship, true wealth and happiness
And you feel even more alone
And so the cycle starts up again
You avoid the Divine because you cannot forgive yourself for treating yourself this way so you expect never to be forgiven
And it all feels so empty
And who would know it to look at you?
You look happy on the outside
You look like you know what you are about, on the outside
You have perfected the look of confidence
And you never let the facade slip
Except maybe sometimes with the children (if you have them) or anyone you consider weaker than you, when you get so angry and you unleash…
And then you feel even more guilty for taking out your frustration on them
And still, the cycle continues…
And it will continue until you choose to break it
It will continue until you stop running and start looking
Start really seeing who you are
And it is not as bad as you might think…
There is incredible power within you, my love…
The power to change your life
The power to create the life you desire
The power to be fulfilled, truly happy and successful
And yes, despite everything you feel you have done, you are worthy of every good thing and there is more than enough grace for you…
You are worthy of true love, true intimate, ‘good for you’ kinda love
You are worthy of abundance, financially and otherwise
You are worthy of freedom and fulfilment
Yes, EVERY good thing can be yours
In truth, it is already yours…
But you gotta claim it
You gotta face the darkness inside of you, clear it and remember who you really are
A divine being
Pure love
Having a very temporary human experience which you can make hellish or heavenly
It is all your choice
This rut you find yourself in, is not permanent
You simply need to decide to break free
And then dare to share your true self with someone who can support you without judgment…
Yes, you can do it alone, if you choose but don’t you think you would have if you could have?
An expansion of consciousness is required as you cannot solve anything while thinking, acting, being the same way as before…
You need a new paradigm
A new way of seeing yourself and seeing the world
And that can only occur by deliberate choice to face the darkness and choose the light
You can start with this simple prayer said repeatedly
“At the heart of me, I am pure love
I choose now to release the darkness and return to my true design
Show me my next step, __________ (fill in the gap with your name for your higher power)”
And then listen for guidance
Do not doubt the little whisper
Act on it
And then begins the start of a new experience of life
Yes, it can be that simple
As you continue to act on those intuitive nudges
Everything can change
Please remember.
- Your vision is your permission.
- You are capable of your calling.
- You are much more powerful than you realise.
- Yes you can get everything you want.
- You are loved. You are enough. You are worthy. You deserve the very best of everything.
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