Sometimes, I feel like I got stuck on the way to an orgasm…
All this pent-up tension…
This powerful need to release something…
Unleash something…
Do you know what I mean?
This sense that I am not speaking up as loudly, as proudly as I need to while I am here on this planet…
This feeling that I am hiding still…
Telling myself that no one cares about what I have to say…
And also, how dare I be so proud and think that I matter so much to the grand scheme of things…
Do you relate?
And when I feel those feelings, if I let them take me over…
I feel pent-up…
Stuck, as I say, on the way to an orgasm…
And so I get a choice…
Will I love me enough to say whatever I need to say, trusting that it is EXACTLY what the right person or people need to hear?
Will I allow myself to express all that is inside of me, trusting that Papa made no mistake when He created me with all this stuff inside of me, seeking an outlet?
Or will I listen to the voice of doubt and fear telling me to stop being so silly and unreasonable and just get on with living a small, inconsequential life, doing what all the other ‘reasonables’ do, hiding my light?
For most, the answer is to play themselves down and so they stay stuck on the way to an orgasm and it usually actually plays out in their sexual life as well – Like I used to be, they become frigid in the physical because it is a representation of their internal life – They are bottled up, caged, stuck and definitely not liberated.
The other alternative is to realise that you are here and there is no mistake about it…
That the vision in your heart is yours to express…
That the words, the stories, the experiences you want to share, are yours to express…
And that you were created on purpose, in this day and age, for a reason and you can fully express yourself…
You can go all the way to orgasm.
There is a world all around us that needs us to wake up…
You may be indulging the thought that ‘little old you’ matters not a jot…
You may think that no one needs to hear from you…
But don’t you see that you matter?
There is no mistake about you being here…
There is something for you to do, to say, to be or else you would not fucking be here…
There are no mistakes!
And you need to shine your light.
Yes, I get it – you don’t feel like you know how
Start by sharing stories, saying what is on your heart to say…
You no longer need permission to shine your light
Communicate
Capture your people’s attention…
Figure out how to serve and love more of them…
Make them an offer while continuing to be all of you…
You are created in the image of the Divine, honey – You are attractive when you show up and yes, you are no mistake and your dreams are no mistake. Stop fighting it and just show up.
Say whatever is on your heart to say
And figure out how to serve people with your real ‘you’ so that it is financially sustainable and honey, there is always a way – ALWAYS. STOP BEING SO REASONABLE about it – THERE IS ALWAYS A WAY!
And reach that orgasm – that sense of completion, that sense of fulfilment and in the process, impact the world.
Yes, I do mean that – Because you have no idea the impact you could have simply by living out the calling on your life to make a difference in a bigger, bolder way.
You have always known you are born for more
Stop downplaying it
Life threw some mighty blows at you but you are still standing…
So SHINE THAT LIGHT!
Honey, you are here and there is no mistake about it
OWN THAT!
Fight for, deliberately design the life you are born to live
Because you want to
And guess what? You will not do any of this if you do not choose to indulge in self-love
It is not really an indulgence – It is essential…
You need to love all parts of you – The dark, the light, the lion, the lamb, the aggression, the need to perform, the need to be seen, the need to hide – all of it must be loved so that you are not filtering yourself all the time and delivering a weak version of you or not even delivering at all.
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