I had a moment of revelation recently while on the spin bike (this is happening more and more regularly now. Ha ha!)

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I have created my own play list for spinning when there is no instructor and it contains PORTALS – one of the pieces of music from the Avengers Endgame soundtrack – Here is the link – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_mhWxOjxp4

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It makes me feel heroic as I push myself and my legs to their limits.

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And then I listened to History Maker by Delirious – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tjLDMsYYAxM – This was one of the anthems of my late teenage/early twenties life.

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I have probably mentioned it before but whatever – I went back in time to those days of standing on stage at church, yelling it with all my heart – “I am gonna be a history maker in this land, a speaker of truth to all mankind”

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I was not even on the bike anymore as I tuned into these songs and more.

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And then I remembered feeling like a bad person because I had these dreams, these big ideas and surely, it was all just my pride talking.

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And God hated the proud, right?

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OR so I had been conditioned to feel as even in those moments of feeling the call on my life very heavily, EVEN THEN, I would try to tell myself off for thinking in that way.

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Of course, I was not that special.  OF course, I was just too proud to ever do such good things.

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I remembered feeling like that in church – I always ended up being told off, in the nicest possible way, for thinking so grandiosely.

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I felt I thought too highly of myself and would have to be brought down with a bang and some of the people around me, were very willing to oblige.

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Today, as my mind briefly scanned it all, I felt Papa within saying “Yes, you were proud.  Yes, you hoped living your vision would cover up the pain of feeling unloved.  Yes, you wanted the notice of the world so you could feel significant.  And still, you get to be history maker”

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I felt a shift.

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I finally realised that never was perfection required.

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Never was I judged and found wanting. (Except for the judgements I made of myself or accepted from others who were all still trying to work out their own nonsense)

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I never had to downplay me or my vision.

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All I had to do was say YES and work all the rest out one step at a time, with the Divine.

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Same goes to you.

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Stop counting yourself out because you think you are evil and proud and too full of yourself.

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YOu are called to be history maker.

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No one said anything about being perfect.

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Just get up and get on, will ya?

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The world awaits your awakening.

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We live in a day and age where you can reach lots of people on your awesome smartphone – GET TO IT!

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Yes, you may be proud.

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Yes, you may be using your message as a way to feel significant.

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Yes, you will make lots of mistakes.

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Still, you are called.

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Will you say YES?

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START HERE:  USe the Abundance Library to begin the inner healing work.

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Use it to prime your mind for success in your own business.

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Use it to retrain your brain for increased prosperity in every area of life and closer connection to Source as yuo strip away the layers that keep you stuck in a less than existence.

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Now is the time to SAY YES! – RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/abundancelibrary

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