You have set some internal boundary…
This far and no further, you have said to your soul…
But the boundary is not anywhere near where your strength and power actually end
Because there is literally no end to you…
So, tell me, what will it take for you to push past that and actually allow yourself to win?
Because you keep coming up to the invisible boundary…
You keep feeling the pressure of it and running back into safety, just as you are 2 minutes away from your breakthrough…
but you don’t know that…
You think that everything is against you
But the truth, my darling is that you are against yourself…
You keep holding back
You keep playing small
You keep retreating back in the familiarity of defeat
And you keep wondering when you will win…
WHENEVER YOU ARE READY TO.
WHENEVER THE PAIN GET PAINFUL ENOUGH, I guess
Until then, you keep start stopping, push, pulling, running fast, running slow, never quite making it, never quite giving up…
Are you done yet?
You KNOW it
This is not you.
This is not your life
You are born for more than scurrying around in the darkness, getting nowhere
BREAK THROUGH TO THE LIGHT then
BREAK THROUGH TO THE F**KING LIGHT, then
Because the Divine holds nothing back from you
Nothing, no one is actually powerful enough to keep you down
So why don’t you win then?
You call it fear, self-doubt
You tell yourself you are trying everything
That nothing seems to work for you
But it is a lie and deep down, you know it
And you despise the weakness you see in yourself
ARE YOU DONE YET?
It is all a performance really…
A performance for yourself
Because no one else is watching, you know…
A performance where you look as though you are trying to win but really, you are just messing around, staying safe, staying small, no one can say you are not trying but no one can say you are winning either…
ARE YOU DONE YET?
So, come on, love…
YOU ARE BORN TO WIN
You are capable of the win
You have everything you need inside of you to win
So stop playing small
Remove that invisible boundary
AND GO ALL THE WAY IN
Switch off that monkey brain
Do not listen to it anymore
When you feel the fear, run like a crazy fool towards it
You know it is a liar
The breakthrough lies on the other side of fear
So, break through
Today is your day.