I see you like a powerful ship, charging forward, ready to take new ground, ready to explore new opportunities, fed up with the status quo, ready and capable of claiming new territories.

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However… deep within the ship is a sabotaging ship/deck hand.

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He/she is refusing to pull the anchor up.

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the anchor is wrapped tightly round a rock or lodged firmly in the ground and though you, the ship captain, are excited about moving forward and you even have the engine on and pushing forward on all cylinders, you are just not getting anywhere.

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And you kept this up for a while but then the engine began to tire.

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Your voice got a bit hoarse from yelling about how exciting things were gonna be.

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And you started to give up on ever getting away from this current place.

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Now, a sensible captain would fire the deckhand in charge of the anchor but for some reason, in this crazy analogy, you are refusing to see the offending and sabotaging member of staff.

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Maybe, it is a family relative and you don’t want them to be without a job so you keep pretending not to see that they are sabotaging the whole ship.

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OK, before I take this impression too far, do you see what is happening in your life, my love?

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CAN YOU HEAR WHAT I AM SAYING?

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Do you feel the truth of it?

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You say you want more.

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You are even working hard to increase prosperity in all areas of your life.

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You know you are capable.

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You have always finally gotten what you want.

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But in recent times, it has felt like nothing is working all that well.

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You are getting older and a bit more fearful.

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YOu have so many more responsibilities than you had before when you were young and free.

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And you even try to tell yourself that this is normal and you have to be more sensible now that you are older but you are dying inside.

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You see the promise of so much more prosperity in every area of your life but something inside of you, is anchored to the past.

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Anchored to your past experiences and hurts and pains.

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And you want more but you cannot seem to get there.

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You want adventure and glory but you want safety and certainty and security too.

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Even if that safety and security is found in the certainty of lack, which has been your familiar experience since childhood.

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Lack in your relationships.

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Lack in your bank balance.

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Lack in your happiness and joy.

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Lack in energy.

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Lack in the unfulfilling work you have always forced yourself to do to pay the bills and keep everyone happy.

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All these lacks seem more certain than prosperity.

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YOU see many around you, making peace with lack.

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And you think you should too.

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Except that low-level sadness and emptiness will not leave you so you keep trying, pushing, pulling against the anchor.

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Honey, yes, keep going forward but please also get rid of the saboteur within you.

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Your feet are on the accelerator and the brake all at the same time.

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It is tiring!

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There is no way to avoid the inner work of cleaning and clearing and getting clarity about your TRUE DESIGN.

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There is no way to avoid the outer work of charging forward towards a prosperous life based on your TRUE DESIGN

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They must BOTH be happening.

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Are you done with standing still?

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Break free by immersing yourself in the ABUNDANCE LIBRARY.

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Allow the teachings to support you in leaving behind the pain of the past and instead, get your both feet firmly on the accelerator and rise victorious in your TRUE DESIGN life.

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Prosperity is your divine right but only if you will claim it.

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That ABUNDANCE LIBRARY is the place to begin.

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ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS LISTEN.

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RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/abundancelibrary

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Much Amazing Love

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