Recently, I have been led to focus on forgiving and releasing elements of my past…
It is as though every book, every blog, every EVERYTHING that comes my way is directing me towards releasing the drama of my past so that I am powered forward to my chosen future.
And I am so thankful that the Divine cares that much for me.
Still, it has been tough facing down some of the lies I have believed.
It has made me feel kinda yuk and tired all the time as I power through the nonsense.
But I know it is essential work and I feel loved and supported through it all.
In my past life, I would have seen all this as some kind of demonic attack but actually, it is simply my very own awesome soul bringing to light the things that are keeping me trapped in my past and keeping me from the things I have openly declared to choose – Project 334k – Me supporting 334 thousand people from all over the world to make a difference and a fortune doing ONLY what they love.
The person I used to be, cannot do this work and my soul knows this and so, in partnership with the Divine, it helps me free myself from the story, from the past, from everything I used to be.
The thing I see as I do this work though is that I have been addicted to my drama…
Who would I be without the story seemed to be my question…
If I give it all up, I can not complain anymore…
I cannot blame anything anymore…
I would be uninteresting and have nothing to say…
It really will be all on me and I was not sure that I was completely ready for that…
I chose to release that feeling as well…
To look it in the eye and to determine that the life I have right now as a result of holding on to the lie that I was only good enough if I had a sad story, was just not the life I wanted for all time…
Yep, it is a great life by the standards of many but it is not enough for me…
I have a bigger dream, a bigger idea and I am determined to go after it with everything inside of me – I refuse to be held back by some sad story any longer!
I am not that girl any longer…
My story is only to be used to inspire others to move forward, no longer as a reason to tell myself I cannot have it all!
I release it!
I choose the BIG DREAM!
The impact…
The Income…
A life of luxury and significance…
And I want it for you!
So tell me…
Honey, who would you be without your story?
Without your dramas and reasons and excuses and hurts from the past?
Who would you be if you really released the people who hurt you?
Who would you be if you stopped believing that Spirit abandoned you?
Right now, you probably think that these things are an integral part of your personality and they need to be held onto, but they hold you back and you KNOW IT!
And yet, like an addict, you keep going back for more…
You keep rehearsing the same sad stories over and over and over again!
But honey, you have these BIG IDEAS as well…
Ideas of impact, income, freedom, happiness, great health, peace!
And you want them bad!
Though let’s be honest, sometimes the devil you know is so much better than the dream you have not experienced yet!
And so you veer crazily from ‘I WANT IT ALL AND I WILL DO WHAT IT TAKES’ to ‘BUT I tried before and it did not work and my past seems to indicate that people like me do not get the things I desire so maybe, I should just embrace the darkness and the weakness because it is all I know”
Or some thoughts to that effect.
LET GO!
RELEASE!
BE FREE!
It is a decision you make.
A simple choice.
Do you choose it?
Much Amazing Love
