You want love.
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You crave it.
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And yet, at the same time, you hide from it.
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No one is allowed to know you.
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No one is allowed to really see you.
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You are hidden behind this invisible wall that you carry around with you, all the time.
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You look happy and joyful and you give off this idea that everything is perfect.
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BUt inside, deep within where you try never to go, is all this darkness and pain and general YUK.
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You dislike yourself.
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And when anyone tries to get too close, you distract them with jokes, laughter, false concern for their own well-being.
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And if that does not work, you lash out with your words.
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You would hurt them, rather than have your precarious inner self disturbed.
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When will you be done with this?
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When will you let someone in?
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When will you allow yourself to be truly loved?
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When will you allow yourself to be seen and known?
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The love you desire, is available.
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In fact, right now, you are surrounded by it but you cannot feel it, see it, or have it while you shield your heart.
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The problem for you, is that you are so used to living this way, you do not even fully realise that you are doing it.
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EXCEPT you cannot seem to establish new relationships.
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EXCEPT you seem to be alone a lot of the time.
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EXCEPT there is an emptiness within you that you try not to notice.
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We, humans, are created to be in unity with other humans.
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We do not thrive all that well when we are shut down within.
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Come back home to yourself, my love.
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Let yourself be seen, known.
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Let yourself heal.
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The life that awaits will thoroughly surprise you.
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It is vaster and more abundant and joyous than you can even begin to imagine.
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Come back home to yourself, love.
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I can help.
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RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/privatecoaching.
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Much Amazing Love
