I feel empty of ideas…
I feel like my well has run dry…
I want to write something profound but nothing comes to me…
I hear the voice of Papa within, reassuring me
But still I feel like the well has run dry…
I feel like I am still resisting in some way the call on my life…
I feel like it is too big
I feel like there is no point writing this…
And maybe there isn’t
Except I made a commitment to you and to me that I would…
I would show up every day even if it hurt to do so…
I DECIDED long ago that giving into my baser emotions did not serve me
it just made me feel worse
And it dried up the well even more…
You know what i mean…
When you hold back from expressing the thing in your heart to express then you find you have less to express
And one day, you feel as thouh you have nothing at all to express…
It feels like creativity is gone…
Completely
But then I started this by saying that I feel like I am empty of ideas
So maybe, it matter not whether you express or not
Because you will finally get to the point when you feel empty
Except, here I am
Still writing
Though it may not be good writing…
I am still writing
And it may reach someone’s heart…
Or it may not…
But it certainly starts to unblock the dam within me
And makes me remember that I am called
Though the call seems too big at times…
All I really need to do is be willing to show up
Lost though I may feel at times…
I simply commit to showing up
I simply commit to leaning into Papa
Listening to my intuition as Spirit uses it to guide me
And taking action anyway
I don’t need to know all the answers
I just need to show up and do what I said I would do
And trust that as I do ‘me’
The rest will fall in place.
That the well will be stirred up
That the next step will become clear
That the right person will be loved on
And what more is there than to love on someone who needs it today?
Someone who I may never ever know in the flesh and yet, my words could reach a soul in need of encouragement…
A soul who thinks they have to be perfect to be called…
A soul who is tempted to quit…
Don’t
We all have crazy days…
When nothing seems to work the way we want it…
We sometimes have long stretches of those days when it all feels bleak and the only thing keeping us going is the crazy vision we have.
Just make a commitment to show up
And take the next step…
And then the next one after that
And just keep going…
With your eyes firmly on the vision…
The vision of a life well lived…
Yes, there will be mistakes made…
Times when you feel too ordinary and small…
Times when you wonder who the hell you think you are to have that vision…
Times when the people in your life doubt you…
Times when the past comes back to haunt you and cloud your vision…
But if you will simply grab that journal…
Write down the vision again
Connect to Source within
And KEEP SHOWING UP
You will get past the dark night
And you will rise
And you know I speak as much to myself as I do to you…
For we are on this journey together
This DELIBERATE LIFE journey…
To live well
To know that we spent ourselves doing what we were called to do
Much love, fellow traveller…
MUCH AMAZING LOVE!
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MUCH AMAZING LOVE!
