I am at a retreat and feeling very VERY exposed at the moment…
Some more of my walls are coming down
And I do not like what I see
I am tempted to feel guilty and shameful
I am tempted to hide behind a story of not being worthy
I am tempted to put my walls back up…
To go back to ‘pretend perfection’
But I am called to be love in this world, I cannot hide…
I choose to heal
I choose to let go
And I write this because I want you to know that none of it matters…
None of the mistakes made, matter
None of the stories you bought into, can keep you from your good
None of it, determines your worth
UNLESS YOU MAKE IT MEAN MORE THAN WHAT IT DOES
These things come up so that we can heal
These things are shown to us by the Divine because they are there in the background keeping you from your good
And as you look at them and feel the feelings you have buried with them behind your walls, you can also let go
How much weight are you carrying in your body because of shame?
How much love are you disallowing yourself because you feel unworthy and you stay in relationships where your lack of self-love is emphasised?
How much more are you giving of yourself, well beyond what is wise, because deep down you still feel you have to pay for something?
How long will you buy into the story of suffering because you think that that is all you deserve?
No, you are not perfect
Neither am I
OH MY, I see my imperfection so clearly at times and all I want to do is hide from it…
And yet, love always breaks through
Love reminds me, and now you, that I am worthy of the best of everything
So are you!
Yes, I can choose to heal so that I am free of the pain that these thoughts and beliefs and feelings bring…
I can even choose not to heal, if I so desire
I am still loved
And Still worthy
Do you get that?
Even if you choose to hide from yourself, you are still loved and still worthy of the best of everything!
The only question is, will you let yourself have everything?
The healing is a service to yourself
It is not for the Divine
It is not to avoid hell or some other horrid thing.
IT IS FOR YOU!
So that you will allow yourself to prosper in all your ways…
Do you fully see that you are loved unconditionally?
Even as I type that, I had to take a moment to remember again that yes, I am loved unconditionally whatever I choose to do…
I choose to heal because I want to be a clear light in this world
I want to carry love to all of you without the nonsense of my stories…
And if anything, my stories and my mess become the message that helps me to support you in healing…
That helps me love you more completely…
Yes, you may have stories that tie you up and make you feel so very wrong…
You are loved anyway
And I invite you to heal
to no longer allow the stories to keep you trapped in a less than existence
I invite you to REIGNITE THE FIRE WITHIN
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You are worthy of the best of everything but the more nonsense you carry within you, the dimmer your light becomes
We are not those who can ignore what we consider to be our flaws
We feel responsible but not always in a healthy way
We carry the weight of the world on our shoulders and it cloaks us, keeps us from good
I invite you to burn through all that dross
To see who you truly are – A child of the Divine, forever and completely loved
It is time to RISE
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Much Amazing Love
Rosemary Nonny Knight
the Prosperity Minister
