So much energy spent trying to be perfect…
Trying to be good…
Trying to be the nicest person…
Trying to be the KINDEST person…
Trying to be whatever the world demands you be…
While at the same time trying to be YOU
(though you give that less of your energy — you long for it more than you actually try to be it)
You police your every thought, your every word…
You are your worst enemy at times as you try soooo hard to be SOOOO good…
You try to only feel the right emotions…
You try to get rid of any inkling of the wrong ones – OH HOW MUCH TIME you spend on this!!!
A part of you really does think that if you are just good enough then you will finally get all that you desire…
There is absolutely no evidence to prove this in the actual physical reality…
But hey, religion told you…
Your family told you…
School told you…
Society told you…
The media told you…
The movies told you…
They all told you that only the good people win at life…
And so you try, try, TRY so hard to be sooooo very good…
And you betray yourself at every turn.
As you try so hard to be what you think everyone else wants you to be.
You dislike yourself more and more as you find more and more imperfection within yourself
No matter how good and high vibe you try to be, there seems to be no end to the ‘badness’ and low-vibe-ness inside of you
You feel too unworthy of the good things you want
And so you settle for less
Hardly any of this is conscious
What you consciously feel is:
Trapped.
Restricted.
Stuck in a life that is far less than your true potential.
And then you turn around and blame yourself some more for the imperfection you are convinced is keeping you stuck in the wrong life.
But you feel helpless to change anything because you have tried and tried and TRIED and still there is so much imperfection within you. In fact, the more you look, the more you find
And then instead of reaching out for support, you tell yourself you KNOW what to do to fix it and you continue to do what you have always done and it continues not to work.
Are you done yet?
Because if you are not, you will keep doing what you have always done.
You will keep trying to be good enough.
You will keep policing yourself.
You will keep calling self-betrayal “growth.”
And you will keep wondering why your life still does not fit the person you know you are meant to be.
This is not about you needing more discipline.
It is not about you needing to try harder.
It is not even about you becoming “better.”
There is something deeper going on here.
And until you see it clearly, you will keep repeating the same exhausting pattern in slightly different forms.
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