You rose from the ashes.

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You powerful one, you.

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You created something good.

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You powerful one, you.

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There are many around you, who want a piece of you and you do love them.

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You love them with all your heart.

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You would lay down and sacrifice everything for these ones and you have done that while trying to hold on to at least a little piece of yourself.

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Because it feels like they would demand everything, EVERY LITTLE PART of you and they will still not be satisfied.

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They suck you dry but you keep letting them because you tell yourself that you are being loving.

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That they would do the same for you.

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But you know it is not true.

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There is a double standard at play here.

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You give and give and give and they take and take and take and when you need something, they are not there to help or you do not ask.

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You do not know how to ask and you do not think they are powerful enough to help you, anyway.

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You stand alone.

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One who must be strong and always have it together for everyone else.

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So no one sees the pain behind the facade.

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So, yes, it is you and them creating this nonsense of a nonsense.

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When will you begin to value yourself?

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When will you have ‘loved’ them enough to warrant feeling loved yourself?

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When will you stop waiting for someone to break through to the heart of you that is so hidden beneath the tough exterior that you wear each day?

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When will you start to ask for what you want?

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When will you decide that you are worthy?

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That tough exterior though cloaked in a facade of ‘I will be strong for you’ is keeping you from your true prosperous destiny.

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You feel the Divine tapping on your tough exterior but you cannot open the door.

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The pain, the darkness, the crazy is all pushed inside, tightly held together – Opening the door could lead to you actually being truthful about how you feel and you do not know that you will be able to close that door again, if you open it up.

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And so, they see your strength.

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They use you.

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They abuse you without even really thinking of it as abuse.

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You slap on a smile and you keep being the strong one.

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Gathering your brownie points.

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Maybe the next life will be better.

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Maybe you can store up enough goodwill with the Divine to earn a place in heaven.

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I know you do not think this way consciously but you do live this way passively.

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You cannot stop to think and ask questions.

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You have responsibilities, urgent demands on you.

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You are the STRONG one.

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You have to keep going.

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You keep looking for one surface strategy after the other to give you just enough energy to keep going.

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No going deep around you.

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The abyss is to scary to wander into.

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Slap on a smile.

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Help the next unfortunate soul who is not ‘strong’ like you.

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Bury yourself in being all things to all people.

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Except Yourself.

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You feel the resonance of these words.

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They may not even make complete sense to you but you know there is something here.

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A feeling that this is not all there is to you.

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I mean you do know that but you have almost given up on ever finding another way to live.

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But not quite completely given up yet.

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They use you.

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they abuse you.

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And you keep allowing it.

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Are you ready to stop that?

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Will you awaken to the true power that is you?

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Even if it means saying NO when deep down, you really do want to say NO! instead of always saying YES.

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Even if it means losing their accolades and approval.

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Are you willing to see that you have settled for a very conditional love when there was a more powerful, unconditional love looking for you?

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YOU ARE AWAKENING.

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Because you have prayed for respite.

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For relief from the pain you have carried for so long.

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The Divine is answering.

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Will you have the wisdom to see the answer as it comes?

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Even though it seems to be asking you to let go of all that you have built your fake life around?

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Are you really ready to be prosperous?

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START HERE: The Abundance Library – RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/abundancelibrary.

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Much Amazing Love

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