Sometimes, it feels like I am walking through a cloud…

A thick cloud, full of smog and noise…

I can’t see clear.

I long for the other side of the cloud…

I know that if I could just get there, then life would feel easier, better, more complete somehow…

But I can’t get there…

No matter how hard I think about it…

No matter how long I pray and try to break through it…

It is just there…

A cloud

A thick, muggy cloud

I try to strain my way through

I try and try and try…

And then I remember or I am told…

AGAIN…

“You are not alone, Rosemary

“I am here with you.

“I can see through the cloud

“I can guide you to wherever you want to go

“Trust Me

“Lean into Me”

Some days, I can…

Other days, I can’t…

Thankfully, I know enough these days to just take the next step that has been shown to me…

I can do it with angst and anxiety in my heart…

I can do it with fear…

Or I can lean in and trust and move forward with peace, knowing that I am never alone…

Knowing that i did not come here to do life alone…

Knowing that somewhere in the back of my mind, I KNOW that this is how I planned it to be before I got here…

I would always be guided…

I just needed to remember and relax in the arms of love…

there is nothing to fear…

there is nothing to be anxious about…

I am always loved

I am always guided

I always KNOW what to do next, even if I don’t know the whole pathway

The Divine is my great confidence…

I can trust that.

Life gets easier when I do…

Life flows smoother when I do…

It does not mean there is no challenge…

That is a part of the adventure of life…

It just means, I can be at peace

Always…

Yes, the ‘HOW’ is a mystery…

I do wish I knew all the ins and the outs of it

But it is okay

I can trust that I am being guided

And I can just do the next thing.

Sames goes for you, my love…

I know it seems almost crazy to believe that you can create your magnificent vision of life without knowing all the ‘ins’ and ‘outs’ of everything…

and so, you keep on trying to figure it all out, you keep on trying to figure out the perfect way, you keep on praying nad begging and pleading for more and more and MORE clarity before you do anything…

And then you just keep waiting…

Getting more and more frustrated…

More and more anxious…

Telling yourself that you cannot do anything until you know EVERYTHING…

The next step is right there, in front of you

But you wonder how you can just do that when you don’t know what happens next after that…

And so, then you tell yourself even more stories of how you never seem to be able to get what you want…

You tell yourself stories of how nothing works for you…

YOu distract yourself from the anxiety, panic, deep-down dread you feel inside…

Dread that you will be forever stuck here in this place when You KNOW you are meant for something more…

YOu try to drown it out, push it down, do anything to feel better…

Except…

Lean in and trust…

You speak of the Divine but you do not trust the Divine…

if feels illogical to reust that which you cannot see…

And definitely not in something soooo important like your vision, your life, your desires…

And so, you give up the big ideas and settle for the known…

the dissatisfying, disappointing ‘known’…

With all your stories of regret…

And feelings of abandonment…

And all because the ‘how’ is a mystery and you are not willing to trust that the Divine can see the whole thing and loves you enough to guide you forward…

Oh AWAKEN…

You ARE meant for more…

BUt all this doubt and fear and panic and anxiety and DREAD get in the way of clear thinking…

However you are so used to thinking this way now, you do not even realise how normal it has become for you to live in this fearful energy all the freaking time…

It now seems like reason and logic and common sense…

Oh AWAKEN.

There is more for you…

Step firmly into the fog, the cloud, the mugginess that surrounds us all as we navigate this physical reality and TRUST that you can lean into the Divine and be guided wisely through it to the other side…

There is peace and plenty on this path…

All you long for, is on this path…

AWAKEN…

I invite you to get a copy of my book – the Deliberate Millionaire’s CONFIDENCE Book at https://mibusiness.lpages.co/coreconfidence

Regain your TRUE confidence

Leave behind the pain and limitations of the past

Rise victorious in your true design life

READ THE BOOK, my love

Implement

Get on the DM path…

the ‘HOW’ is a mystery but you are not alone.

Your vision is your permission

You are capable of your calling

You ARE meant to thrive

You ARE meant to prosper in all areas of your life…

It starts with TRUST and a deep confidence in your core…

Restore that with connection to your Source…

Start to play through life

Go now, get on path by reading the book at https://mibusiness.lpages.co/coreconfidence

Much Amazing Love

 

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