You are searching for completion, for happiness, for inner peace.
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You are hunting desperately for a sense of everything being right in the world.
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You seek it in money, in pursuing dreams, in relationships, in getting angry with politicians for doing whatever it is that they are doing at the moment.
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There is a part of you that feels empty and missing.
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Many learn to live with this by drowning out their sorrows with distractions like eating, drinking, drugs, sex, lots of church activities, lots of people-pleasing activities etc.
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But WE can’t. (Neither can they but they keep trying!)
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We know there is more for us.
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Some of us then go looking for religion to fill the hole and we try to follow the rules and dogma but still feel exactly the same way, except by this point, we may have added guilt and shame and the threat of punishment to the mix. But we cannot settle for a shadow of the real thing we are looking for, even though those who claim to have the answer left us wanting.
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And so we continue to search and hunt and we catch glimpses of the freedom, the joy, the happiness, the bliss that is possible.
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And all the while, there is a whisper within us, calling us home.
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Calling us back within.
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We know that voice, we have heard it our whole life but we thought we had to do all these other things in order to earn the right to peace. We also thought that that voice would tell us that we could not have the toys we wanted and frankly, we had enough of that with our parents and teachers and now that we are adults, we can do without anyone telling us what to do.
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And also, we are scared of what people will think of us if we truly surrender. What if we are wrong and there is no peace to be found with the Divine? Will they laugh at us for thinking we could go all spiritual and somehow be happy? Will we be like those wishy-washy spiritual types who never accomplish anything in life?
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And finally, it gets to the point in life where we really truly realise that we are capable of so much but we cannot get there alone.
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We have based our head against the wall so many times that we feel battered and broken AND STILL NOT THERE. We might even have more money now and more prestige and a great relationship and a healthy enough body but still something is missing. Or maybe, we have worked so hard and STILL, still we are not there – WE have neither peace nor purpose nor prosperity.
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What the heck?!
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What more can we do?
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The whisper comes to surrender to the Divine within but… we fear to surrender to this thing we sense, within us. There are way too many weak spiritual people out there that make the whole thing seem strange, spooky and silly and we certainly do not want to be one of them.
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And so we continue to hold back.
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But the call continues to come. The whisper we cannot deny continues to call us deeper in.
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And one day, you finally realise that you are keeping yourself from your own good and making life a heckuva lot more difficult than it needs to be.
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You finally see that no matter how hard you work, no matter how hard you perform, the path of ease, love, completeness is to be found in surrendering to that voice within.
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And this is no religious ‘come to jesus’ thing because that does not work for many.
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This is a deliberate daily leaning into Source within and living from that connection, moment by moment by moment. No rules, no hoops, JUST TRUST!
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It is an easier way to live, if you can just let go.
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You do not have to know everything.
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You can simply trust and be in the moment because you finally really truly KNOW that you are safe, loved, fully supported and have always been.
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Suddenly, you are truly limitless.
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You have found your power Source.
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And it is completely FOR YOU, Your Dreams, Desires. It even has bigger ideas than you do. Who would have thought?!
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I personally call ‘it’ PAPA because He has been a constant father figure and best friend my whole life, despite my many wanderings.
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But whether personal to you or impersonal intelligence, you are finally at peace.
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You have come home.
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Without all the hoops and rules and ‘this is the way it has to be’.
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Without all the fear mongering about eternal fire and damnation.
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You realise that that was all just humans trying to make sense of their aloneness.
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You no longer play that game.
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And you allow this power, this energy to flow freely through you and suddenly all your dreams begin to come true, even the ones you buried and thought were impossible and it is bigger and better than you ever imagined.
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You wonder why you held on so long to a half life.
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You wonder how you could ever have been so cocky and sure in your pain and discomfort.
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And you are just so glad to have finally surrendered.
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And you see now that peace, prosperity, freedom, fulfilment, financial abundance, love were always available. They were always yours but you thought you had to fight for them. You thought you were somehow separate from them.
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But now, you relax and allow.
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You still do the physical work, you might even be working harder than before but it is only ever things you want to do, things that make you feel exhilarated so it only feels like work to those looking at you, wondering how you can do so much.
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It is such an easy way to live.
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Come home, my love.
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Come home.
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Much Amazing Love
