My fellow believers, when it seems as though you are facing nothing but difficulties, see it as an invaluable opportunity to experience the greatest joy that you can! For you know that when your faith is tested, it stirs up power within you to endure all things. And then as your endurance grows even stronger it will release perfection into every part of your being until there is nothing missing and nothing lacking.

From The Bible

I was sitting with my darling hubby last night in the best Indian restaurant ever (The Cinnamon Club in Walsall, if you are wondering), talking over the last 12 months…

Telling him of how proud I felt of myself for riding the many trials I had faced in that period of time…

Yes, he had been with me for them but some trials can only be borne by the Messenger of Light…

No one else will ever know the tenacity and strength that is built within you as you stay the course…

No one else can ever truly appreciate the sheer pain of expansion that you are sometimes called on to endure as you step into the life you are destined for…

Most want freedom without paying the price

That is like giving birth to a baby without experiencing the tension of expanding that teeny tiny vagina

Most want financial abundance without the journey

And for those that do get it that way, it flows right back out again because they have not increased their capacity to maintain it…

So yes, I am proud of myself…

I KNOW now that I can not be bought by comfort or ease – Yes, I have both but they do not have me

I KNOW now that my vision is more important than anything else – Yes, I do mean ANYTHING else

I KNOW now that I am truly creator of my own reality

My relationship with the Divine is powerful and life-energizing

I have shed so much weight, both physically and spiritually in the last year…

It was not an easy year by any means…

But men!!!!!, getting to know ME, the true essence of ME, is so worth it

And the clarity of vision is WOW!

All of this is worth it to reach the 334000 spirit-driven people I am called to serve

And I expect this coming 12 months to be full of its own trials and triumphs and it is okay…

You are messenger of light

Tenacity is required

And it can only be built in a certain amount of challenge

IS your vision worth it?

If it is, then I am here to support you through the fire and into the triumph

I have gone before you and I know you overcome

The question is – ARE YOU WILLING TO GO ALL IN?

Yes, you will be scared by this post, as well as by the life you feel yourself drawn to…

Yesterday, we also watched Aquaman which has many cheesy moments but I remember a key moment when he mentions that he is afraid to step into his true role in life and his mum says ‘GOOD, you need to be’

I say the same to you…

You do not get on this Deliberate life path without fear…

You get on it, DESPITE the fear, because the vision is worth it

Because you feel a deep responsibility to the people you are called to serve

No, you are not their saviour but you have a role to play in their awakening and so you choose to play your part FULLY.

And yes, you may not know if you are worthy

You may not even completely know why YOU SPECIFICALLY are called and you may think that you are just being deluded and yet, YOU STILL GET ON PATH because you MUST!


Please remember.

  1. Your vision is your permission.
  2. You are capable of your calling.
  3. You are much more powerful than you realise.
  4. Yes you can get everything you want.
  5. You are loved. You are enough. You are worthy. You deserve the very best of everything.


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