Sometimes, I want to hide away from my struggles…
I want to pretend I do not have them…
I want to show up, be a powerful leader with no flaws, no hesitation, no fears but I have all those things…
I have doubts…
I wonder if my skin colour will prevent me doing the work I feel called to do, even though I hate hearing people holding back because they think that their skin colour stops them…
I wonder if being a mother means I should not be doing the things I feel called to do – Maybe I got the timing wrong, maybe I should just be the home-educating housewife and stop following fantasies…
I wonder if those times when I yell at my princesses and demonstrate a distinct lack of patience mean that I am too unworthy of the calling on my life…
I wonder if I am deluded about hearing the voice of God and daring to follow it – Maybe I am just a bored person looking for excitement and so I delude myself into having mystical experiences where I am ABSOLUTELY certain that I am a messenger (I mean even saying it out loud makes me feel kinda silly!)…
I wonder if I should even mention things like ‘I hear the voice of God’ outside of church circles – Who cares? Everyone wants practical step-by-steps, not wishy-washy ‘Connect more intimately to the Divine’ ideas… right?!
I wonder if I should ever have talked about sex openly because I DON’T KNOW all the ins and outs of it and now I have burnt all bridges with ever being invited to speak in a church setting even though I know some of the people I feel called to, are in church and yep, I just know how freeing it can be to have the conversation with the Divine rather than with people throwing dogma at you… but still, maybe I should have been silent…
I wonder if I am too mercenary to bring this message of hope to the 334000, maybe I should go non-profit…
Maybe, maybe, MAYBE…
OH HONEY! I could go on and on about my struggles, my doubts, my fears…
And I am sure you have yours too…
And yet, just like I am telling you, I too am told by Papa – YOUR STRUGGLES DO NOT DISQUALIFY YOU!
Yes, you may be Divinity constrained by humanity but YOUR STRUGGLES DO NOT DISQUALIFY YOU!
UNLESS…
You let them!
Yes, you may have fear, doubts, struggles, uncertainty…
Yes, you may be trying to navigate a very difficult life at the moment…
Yes, you may feel forgotten and abandoned…
Yes, you may feel like the odd one out – Not quite enough of any one thing to belong to any clique…
And yet, you are loved, called, purposed, chosen…
IF YOU WILL ALLOW IT!
If you will see all that struggle stuff, choose to little by little (or all at once) clear it and at the same time, keep moving your feet in the direction of your vision while following that intuitive guidance Papa sends your way then honey, nothing disqualifies you and in the end you will be the person you have always KNOWN THAT YOU ARE!
Honey, it is time to awaken fully…
The world we live in, needs your vision to come alive…
There is no mistake about the fact that you carry that vision and that you are alive today, at this moment in history…
You were born for such a time as this…
So, wake up…
Do the internal work of getting clear…
Do the external work of bringing your vision to life..
Whatever it is, big or small – IT IS NEEDED!
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