We were all raised on a diet of reward and punishment.

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You do this ‘good’ thing and you get the reward.

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You do this ‘bad’ thing and you get punished.

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And we fail to see that it is not real, it is just a manmade construct that does not actually apply in all situations at all.

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the ‘evil’ get rich.

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The ‘good’ stay poor.

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The rain falls on all – good or bad.

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Everyone has air to breathe, whether they are good or bad.

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Some people can eat whatever they like and stay thin.

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Others just look at a donut and get fat.

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And there are many, many examples of where the whole system of totting up points to see if you win the prize, does not stack up at all and yet, you, spirit-driven soul, keep believing the fallacy that prosperity will only come when you are really, really good.

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And so then you set yourself up as your own judge and jury.

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You think you are not enough, that you need to do more, be more, try harder.

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You look for reasons to prove yourself unworthy of your own good and then try to fix, fix, heal, heal, beg, plead, do whatever needs to be done to “PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE LET ME PROSPER, I will be a good gal/guy, I promise, pretty please.”

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Or if by some mysterious fluke, you do manage to create some ‘success’, then you are petrified that one wrong move and the whole thing will be taken away from you.

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You then either proceed to self-sabotage because you want to be in control of your failure.

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Or you just live in anxiety all the time, waiting for the other shoe to drop because you KNOW you do not really deserve for everything to be working for you so you are just waiting for the universe to realise and take it all away in one foul swoop.

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For the most part, you do not realise you are doing this, of course.

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You think the way you think is correct.

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And so, on and on you go, mentally totting up your points.

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I thought a bad thought – minus 1.

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I helped my neighbour – plus 1.

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I did some praying – plus 2.

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I got angry with my child – minus 5.

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And so on and so on.

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And the Divine looks on, waiting for you to truly, deeply realise that nothing is withheld from you.

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You are simply sending out the message over and over again that you are not yet worthy.

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You are not yet enough.

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You do not deserve anything good.

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YOu do not allow yourself to do the things that could bring all that you desire to you because you think there is no point as you are just not enough yet.

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And unfortunately YOU DO NOT KNOW YOU ARE DOING THIS.

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Papa had to tell me time and time and time and TIME AGAIN that money, prosperity, all the good stuff I desired had NOTHING TO DO with whether I chose to get healed, clean, clear or not.

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Or even to do with whether I chose to be in relationship with Him or not.

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Like the air that I breathe, all that i desired was available freely but I simply had to believe as fully as I believed in the availability of oxygen.

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BUt that just seems too easy, right?!

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There are rewards and punishments, right?!

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Everyone knows that, surely?!

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Where would the world be without punishment and reward?

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Where would the world be without guilt, shame, blame, fear of punishment?

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I will tell you where – IN A MORE LOVING, WHOLESOME PLACE!

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But do you believe it?

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Can you feel the truth of this concept?

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You will struggle to prosper until you truly love and accept yourself, fully and completely – the bad, the good, the in-between, without needing to change anything first.

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Stop playing the game of totting up your points.

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SEe it for the manmade fallacy and control mechanism that it is.

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The Universe, The Divine does not operate that way.

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There is only unconditional love.

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There is also free will.

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So though nothing is withheld from you, you are free to withhold it from yourself for as long as you like.

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You are free to believe and prove to yourself that the more you eat, the fatter you get, even when you see others that it does not seem to be true for.

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You are free to believe that only really perfect people with no flaws at all should get rich, even when you see it is not true.

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You are free to believe that only bad people get rich and so, count yourself out because you think you are not willing to be THAT evil.

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Yes, we are a mass of contradictions – We think we are good compared to some but still not quite good enough to deserve to win in life.

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You can look for proof to prove yourself right and you will find it, of course.  The question is would you rather be right or happy?

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This is what I know – The Divine withholds nothing from you.

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If you are in lack, it is because you do not believe you are good enough to be wealthy. Or you believe only bad ones prosper and you don’t want to be bad. If you are anxious about what you do have, it is because you think it is a fluke and you believe that it can be taken away from you if you miss the mark in some way or when ‘someone’ finally sees just how unworthy you are.

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I am sure there are all kinds of other reasons but those are pretty huge ones.

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And any cleaning and clearing work you do around these, is not because it will then make you deserve good things.

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NO!

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You do the healing and clearing work to remove the lies so that all that is ALREADY YOURS can come to you in peace.

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And you continue to do the healing and clearing work because you want to be all you can be without fallacies in the way, not because it makes you more deserving of anything.

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YOU ARE ENOUGH.

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YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ENOUGH.

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YOU WILL ALWAYS BE ENOUGH.

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Affirm that to yourself, repeatedly until you truly deep down believe it.

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Oh I hope I am getting this message across to you.

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It took me so long to realise it.

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You are worthy of the best of everything RIGHT NOW.

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Will you allow yourself to prosper?

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I invite you to the ABUNDANCE LIBRARY

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30 Day Immersion in empowering ideas that allow you to more easily handle any mental blocks to success.

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ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS LISTEN.

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RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/abundancelibrary

Much Amazing Love

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