I was a pharmacist

I could have stayed there

Telling myself the story that got me there in the first place…

Rosemary, You have to do this…

You have to do what you do not want to do…

And you have to do it until you retire… sometime in the distant future…

You can buy some property…

Maybe invest some money in stocks and shares… Like Mr Kiyosaki said to do…

And then when you are about 55 or so, you can do the early retirement thing and start doing that other thing you want to do…

It is a sensible plan…

You have seen poverty, Rosemary…

Back there in Nigeria, you saw what a lack of money could do…

OF COURSE, you have to stay a pharmacist

You do not have to like it…

Only the irresponsible think they have to love their work…

You just suck it up and bring home the bacon

And then maybe, you do what you want when you are older and you fit it into the cracks of life…

You worked hard to become a pharmacist…

You shed blood and tears to get that freaking degree!

Your parents worked hard to get you here…

You HAVE TO do this… FOREVER!

Many would be glad to be like you

So what that you have no time to be creative

So what that you cannot be home to see your princesses grow up…

So what that you feel bored with life

So what that you feel kinda sad all the time…

So what that you feel like it is draining your life force

YOU HAVE TO DO THIS!

It is the RESPONSIBLE thing to do

Forget your dreams

Dreams are for babies…

Young people with no responsibilities…

YOU HAVE TO DO THIS PHARMACIST THING

You can help some people this way

Not as many as you dream of, but at least you can support some people…

It feels good to tell people your job title

They look at you with more respect when you tell them you are a pharmacist

What would you say if you were doing the other thing?

There is no respect in the other thing…

YOU HAVE TO DO THIS

It is the logical thing to do

Even God must want you to do this, right?!

Or else He would have closed the door to pharmacy so of course, He must want you to be responsible…

and that thing you keep dreaming of doing, lay it down…

Sacrifice it at the altar of taking care of everyone in your life

It is the caring thing to do…

YOU HAVE TO BE A PHARMACIST

It is safe

It looks good

It pays well

Your parents will be proud

You worked hard to get here

YOU HAVE TO DO THIS THING

Stop dreaming

Stop pretending there is another life for someone like you

This is a good life

You should be happy

YOU HAVE TO DO THIS THING

That other thing is too big for you

That other thing is way out there

It makes no logical sense to leave this good, secure pharmacist thing and to go start again from scratch to build that thing

No… YOU HAVE TO DO THIS THING

Remember you can help some people if you do this thing

That will make you feel good, right?!

You are blessed to be a blessing, right?!

You cannot throw this thing away

YOU HAVE TO DO THIS THING

And anyway, no one has given you a platform yet…

You have to be called to do that other thing…

And no one is calling you

No one is opening the door for you

Even though you are building all those other people’s visions with the hope that one day, they will tell you that you are ready…

they have not told you yet so you must not be ready

It would be prideful to think you can just start doing that other thing

No, no, no, YOU HAVE TO DO THIS THING

This pharmacist thing must be the thing you have to do

Just accept it

This is life now

Stop dreaming

And frankly, no one needs another woo-woo spiritual person out there

YOU. HAVE. TO. DO. THIS. THING”

I could have said all that

And did, for a while…

Until I could not any longer

I CHOSE ME

I CHOSE FREEDOM

I CHOSE TO FIND A WAY TO FEEL FULFILLED EVERYDAY

I DECIDED TO FIND A NEW PATH TO ABUNDANCE, more abundance than I thought possible

I chose to stop pretending that I could be happy

I chose to stop pretending that happiness was not important

I chose to listen to the intuitive nudge within

And transition to a life I adore waking up to

I WOKE UP

And I more than replaced my full time pharmacist income

How long did you keep telling yourself “You have to do this”?

Are you still telling yourself that while feeling drained, unfulfilled and stagnant?

Yes, others think you got it made but you KNOW there is more to you than this…

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