You give and you give and you give and you give AND YOU GIVE…

And still, it is not enough.

You try and you try and you try and you try…

And still, it is not enough.

it is like you get ALMOST THERE but never ACTUALLY there.

YOu do all ‘they’ say to do, if you want to win and you even go the extra mile…

And still, it is not enough.

And you love and love and love and love and LOVE them…

And it is still not enough.

Nothing you do, is enough.

And then sometimes, when the inner pain gets too much, you lash out at all of ‘them’ that keep demanding but never approving…

Other times, you make these inner vows that you will just stop caring, that you will stop giving, that you will just stop…

And you do…

But the inner pain remains…

The inner feeling that you are just not enough, just never quite enough.

Oh honey…

There is a blessing in your not-enoughness, in that you have achieved so much more than you thought you would…

Not that you notice because you are always reaching for the next thing that will surely make you feel worthy…

that next elusive thing that will prove, beyond a doubt, that you are enough and that ‘they’ were wrong about you…

And yet, no matter how much you push and try or ignore and give up, you still feel ‘not enough’ and nothing ever quite fills that hole within you…

For the most part, you just live with it.

Ignoring the pain inside you.

Putting up with all ‘their’ nonsense.

Choosing to get distracted by the drama and noise around you.

Choosing other distractions to make life seem worthwhile…

But you are forever driven by this feeling that you are missing something…

AWAKEN, my love.

Something I like to get my daughters and myself to write down every morning as part of our #KnightChic Assembly is…

“I AM LOVED.

I AM ENOUGH

I AM WORTHY

I DO DESERVE THE BEST”

Can I ask you to write it down?

Also, could you start repeating it under your breath, all day every day…

Another one I like to say to myself and write down when I begin again to go down the road of overcompensating for that inner feeling of not quite being enough (Yep, I know this one well!) is…

“I am enough

I will always be enough

I have always been enough”

This is part of the work of clearing this crazy notion you have, of not quite being enough for the world…

Honey, you do deserve the best.

You do deserve to thrive and to prosper.

And you will not let it happen while you continue to try to prove to YOURSELF that you are not quite enough.

I know you do not know you do it, which is why I bring this to your attention.

Again, AWAKEN.

YOU DESERVE MORE THAN THIS.

Will you allow yourself to create it?

I strongly urge you to take your inner work to the next level as you read through and implement the simple strategies in my book – The Deliberate Millionaire CONFIDENCE Book.

Get your copy at https://mibusiness.lpages.co/coreconfidence

It is time to restore your divinely imparted self-confidence – A deep knowing that you are exactly perfect just as you are, a deep knowing that there is no mistake about you, a deep knowing that you are not missing something, a deep knowing that you are worthy.

Get the book, my love.

Much Amazing Love

 

 

 

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