Money is not supposed to be our master.

.

But it is so normal to do whatever you can for money.

.

It is considered sensible, common sense, reasonable.

.

It is also soul-destroying.

.

I lived that way for a lot of my life.

.

I became a pharmacist because it would make me good money.

.

Most of my schooling was focused on doing whatever I needed to do to be considered worthy to have money at the end of it.

.

I continued to be a pharmacist for a while because of money.

.

I started my first successful business because I wanted to make money while working from home.

.

These are normal decisions to make.

.

No one bats an eyelid at them.

.

And most people learn to live with the emptiness in their soul.

.

Not everyone feels empty, of course.  A blessed few do find a way to create money doing what they love while following the normal pathway of life so they are never really challenged by this issue.

.

But most regular people are challenged by this issue.

.

And like I used to, they simply think that being an adult is all about giving up childish fantasies of being able to make money doing what you love.  They do not believe it is possible.

.

I cannot believe I thought that but I did.

.

And I was very proud of my ability to just bury my big ideas and get on with the struggle of being an adult.

.

Until I could not do it anymore.

.

Until my soul said a massive ‘NO’

.

Bankruptcy.

.

Depression.

.

Emptiness followed as my soul sought to get me back on my true design path.

.

And slowly but surely, I took my power back from the inanimate object called money.

.

Slowly but surely, I learnt to trust that I would not go destitute if I did more of what I wanted to do.

.

Slowly but surely, I uncovered the real me.

.

Slowly but surely, I discovered that first I have to be willing to live out my TRUE DESIGN and then the path opens up, one step at a time.  It will not always feel certain.

.

There were some REALLY SCARY moments with money as I found my way.

.

Moments that felt like they would last FOREVER and FOR SURE, my children were going to be taken away and sold to pay off debts.

.

In those moments, I discovered that the hardest part was simply how I felt and the story I gave my feelings.  I am not saying that the actual situation at times did not look dire, it did LOOK VERY DIRE!!!!!  but it did not kill me or my family like I had felt it would.  I handled it a whole lot more calmly than I had ever thought possible for me.

.

Yes, I wanted to run back to safety from time to time and I am sure there might still be days like that when I wonder if I am CRAZY, SELFISH AND FOOLISH for continuing to design my life the way I want it and forever PUSHING the boundaries of my comfort zone when it comes to investing in myself and my vision.

.

But each of those moments give me the opportunity to really see who I am.

.

To build resilience.

.

To grow strong.

.

And to design an even freer, more fulfilled, more financially abundant and OH-SO-LOVE-DRENCHED life.

.

No, the idea is not to run from one challenge to the next and tell myself that I am having fun.

.

No, the idea is to be ALL OF ME, regardless of money.

.

To not be controlled by money.

.

To be supported by money, YES.  I know I need a lot of resources for the vision I have but first, I had to choose my TRUE DESIGN before I was able to create money.

.

Honey, how controlled are you by money?

.

How much have you shrunk because of the stories you tell yourself about your lack of money?

.

I know you can tell yourself some story of how you have no choice.

.

But it is not true – You are a lot more powerful than you realise.

.

But first, you have to say YES to your TRUE DESIGN even if it will not make you a penny for the rest of your life.

.

And then with quiet determination, you figure out how to create a rich, wealthy, prosperous life doing ONLY what you want to do.

.

It is possible to live such an expansive life.

.

YOU HAVE TO CHOOSE IT!

.

Awaken to the power within you to live large and in charge, my love.

.

And let’s be real honest here, your way is not working.

.

All the worrying and staying stuck in low-level sadness as you try to be sensible, is not working.

.

Yes, you have a little money but you are certainly not experiencing abundance, are you?

.

So why not say YES to your true design life.

.

AWAKEN!

.

I talk about this and many more mysteries in MONEY MYSTERIES REVEALED – a program that is available in the ABUNDANCE LIBRARY.

.

Come immerse yourself in the deliberate trainings for 90 days.

.

ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS LISTEN.

.

And it would support you in elevating your mindset so that you are more able to stay the course on creating the life you desire.

.

You are capable of creating a wealthy, prosperous life where you never have to worry about money again.  THE ABUNDANCE LIBRARY will help you open up to abundance.

.

Come on over at RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/abundancelibrary

.

Much Amazing Love

Leave a Reply

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.

%d bloggers like this: