I made life so complicated.

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I made myself obey rules I did not want to obey.

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I thought I had to.

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Either so I could be considered nice or so that I could make sure the NEXT LIFE was better than this one.

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When you think about it, that is CRAZY.  Truly crazy.

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Most of my time spent stifling myself for other people or even for a deity who I KNEW was unconditional love.

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Like many, I just thought you cannot expect to live life your way.

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You cannot expect to be happy all the time.

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You cannot expect things to go your way.

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You just cannot expect ease and happiness.

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OH NO!

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And you know God is always a little unhappy with you so you better watch out or that lightning bolt from the sky will come get you.

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And you can expect hardship, struggle, sacrifice, sadness, depression and lack.

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And if anyone tries to tell you any different, you must KNOW that they are deceiving you so just ignore them and get on with your sad life.

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And we call all that the normal adult life.

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And most people just keep going.

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I did, for a little while.

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And then I woke up.

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And decided ENOUGH.

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I will live my way or I will die trying.

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And the crazy, CRAZY thing is, all it takes is that kind of DECISION.

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Because as you get on the deliberate life path, you begin to realise that you got all the struggle, sacrifice and yukkiness because you accepted it.

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You expected it.

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You did nothing to change things when it happened because you thought it was exactly what you could expect from life.

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CAN YOU SEE WHAT I AM SAYING?

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The same power within you right now creating the painful life you think you need to put up with, could be used to create the prosperous life you would enjoy.

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But the choice is yours.

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Just like the choice was mine.

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I returned to childlike wisdom and realised I was LITERALLY the only thing stopping me from creating a different life and I got to creating life my way.

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I got support.  I was so entrenched in stupid thinking that it was difficult to break lose without help.

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THE ABUNDANCE LIBRARY is here to support you.

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Much Amazing Love

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