I am having one of those mornings where it feels like the creative heaven is closed for maintenance.
I feel like I have nothing to say.
And I suppose, I could use it as a reason not to say anything – After all, who really needs to hear from me every single day?
And yet, the call.
I am not just called on the good days…
I am not just called when I feel like it…
I am not called to love and serve the 334000 when the sun is shining and creative energy is in abundance and the angels are singing and my mind is full of creative awesome ideas as I walk along the beach…
No, it is a commitment to show up every. single. day
Regardless of how tired, low, meh I feel – If I am awake, then I show up.
I refuse to allow my action each day to be subject to my emotions…
I know it is, at times…
On creative energy days, I feel like I am flying through the air and ideas are always here and I can just write and write and write…
On low creative days, I can just about do my daily musts but that is one of the reasons why I set up the daily musts so that I was not subject to how I felt on any given day.
And to some, it may seem that I set an impossible bar for myself and I would suggest that those people are not living to the fullness of their potential…
And we are people who choose to deliberately design life, right?
And so, of course, we raise the bar – We choose to live to a higher standard – I actually did a video about that – Have you watched it? See below…
I feel creativity start to flow as I simply show up and write this…
(And that is also the secret to inspiration…
Sometimes, it just needs you to be willing to put hands to keyboard and start writing something, anything and then you find that you get more and more inspired as you go.)
I seek ever to go deeper with Spirit so that I can bring out more and more of the good stuff for you to use to grow your life, to grow your business or creative enterprise…
And I take that responsibility seriously…
And also I know that regardless of how I feel, Spirit is ever speaking and so the more I seek to be like Him, the more I must take on these traits for myself.
Ever speaking…
Ever tapping into intuition…
Ever seeking wisdom and a deeper understanding…
Ever challenging my assumed limitations…
I refuse to cut myself too much slack though I see my weakness at times and I still love me anyway.
I know I am loved so I do not do this work just because I need anyone’s approval…
I do it firstly for me
And I must admit I am pretty dang proud of me when I show up no matter how YUK I feel.
Honey, have you allowed yourself to experience the joy of stretching the self-imposed limits you have put on yourself?
Or do you, like I used to do, tell yourself that it must be a spiritual check on you to hold fire and to wait on the Lord or whatever it is you tell yourself you are waiting on?
I was just scrolling through instagram and I saw someone there claiming that the reason she was not showing up as frequently was because she was going deeper into gaining wisdom…
And maybe that is what she is called to… maybe…
But this is the thing – If you say that you want to deliberately design a highly-profitable business online and then you claim that Spirit is telling you not to show up online to grow your business – could it be that you are simply making excuses for not being willing to do the work on the days when you feel creatively challenged?
I do think God/Spirit/Universe/Higher Power is blamed for a helluva lot of stuff when human people are just showing weakness…
Would it not be better to simply admit that you just do not feel like it today, rather than claiming some kind of spiritual epiphany?
The work always works
It is that simple.
There are no spiritual shortcuts
Either you are doing the work or you are not, no matter how beautifully you position your reasons for not showing up.
Anyway, no judgement from me – Just stating what seems to me to be obvious
Though I must admit that a few years ago, it would not have been obvious so I get it.
However, if you do want change then you must change.
And no excuses.
Spirit is not telling you not to do the work – I understand the need to take a day off or something but to allow that day to become days, then weeks, then months of erratic action, is simply your humanity taking over from your divinity.
Time to get deliberate about this and be the leader you are created and well-equipped to be.
(Who thought I would end up here?!!)
Fight for, deliberately design the life you are born to live
Because you want to
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