Awesome parent
Awesome teacher
Awesome coach
Awesome healer
Awesome pharmacist
Awesome pilot
Awesome ‘whatever it is, you feel called to’
You know what it is.
YOu may deny it.
You may tell yourself that it is too much and that you are too proud and that you cannot do it…
But you know who you are.
There is a resonance, a gentle confirmation in your heart of hearts…
Yes, honey, you know who you are.
And when you act as that person, you feel a sense of rightnes…
You feel a sense of being on your narrow path…
You feel a sense that ‘this is who I am’
You have felt it already at some point, in your life but it seemed too good tobe true…
Maybe, it was when you were a child and you were free of thinking you had to be responsible and senseible…
And you simply allowed yourself to be who you were…
And there was this internal sense that this is it!
And you loved it…
Playing make-believe or just being yourself with friends…
And then you grew up…
Began to forget…
Gave up ‘Child-like’ dreams to become a serious ‘adult’
And now you feel out of sync with yourself, wrong-footed…
You feel abandoned and alone…
And you only feel this because the only way for you to live this life that you have chosen is to shut down the voice of Papa within…
And so you made a decision, though you may not be aware of it…
A decision to walk alone…
A decision to be ‘reasonable’ and to give up childish fantasies…
But something feels wrong.
Of course it does…
It is wrong to you…
And you keep pretending you don’t know because the alternative, the thing your heart most desires STILL feels impossible…
And no one, not even God himself, will force you to come back to the narrow path…
You do not need to be alone though.
Just because you chose to walk your own broad path, does not mean you are alone…
You are still loved and cared for…
You can still open your heart to love that already lives within you.
And let love work its magic on your heart
So much hurt and pain on this path of self-denial…
And you refuse to allow love to heal you…
Such a pity.
Repent
Return
Open up
You do not have to change course immediately
You do not have to change course ever, if you do not want to…
But do let love in
You know you want to
And honey, you really do not have to be alone…
So make the choice to dare to let love in…
Come join me in the DSI (RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/dsi)…
Let the daily divine downloads minister to your heart…
The heart hidden behind ‘have-tos’ and ‘should dos’…
Let them speak life to you, let me open youe heart again…
And then come on the weekly calls, let me minister to your pain…
Let me call you out as led by Papa, in the most loving way…
You are not alone in this…
You sense you need to move
But it must be your choice.
A conscious, deliberate choice to OWN YOUR GREATNESS
Because that is really what you do when you remember who you really are…
YOU OWN YOUR GREATNESS!
We, humans are crazy at times…
We fight what we most long to welcome in.
So scared that we will be hurt again
And so we hold on to a false independence thinking that we alone can save ourselves, we alone can be trusted…
And then we claim to be abandoned but we shut down.
The thing you desire, desires you, honey…
Will you stop fighting it and come?
