Your whole life has been about taking care of others…

Their emotions…

Their needs…

Their desires…

But where have you been in your own life?

If you are anything like I used to be, you tried to maintain some sense of self and you have probably been called selfish for it already because ‘they’ all expected you to lay down and do their bidding without question.

The problem however, was that though you tried to maintain a sense of self, you also felt guilty for not just surrendering to everyone else’s needs and you still tried to satisfy THEM though it was never enough…

And it got rather confusing

Because on the one hand, you did feel selfish for not being all things to all people

But on the other hand, you also still did not know yourself because instead of taking time to discover yourself and your own desires and wants, you were busy fighting ‘them’, trying to prove ‘them’ wrong about you, trying to get ‘them’ to like you (though you would never admit it), doing things for ‘them’ when you felt too guilty not to, getting caught up in all the drama, noise and nonsense and you were probably still being manipulated into doing things you did not really want to do but you started to get tired of fighting ‘them’ all the time…

It seemed easier to just give in…

And so now as you get older in years, despite your rebellious streak, you still do not know who the heck you are and what the heck you truly want because you never took any time to find YOU.

If you have children, you probably gave up sooo much for them only for them to start growing and leaving you without a backwards glance and so, now your life lacks meaning

Yes, you feel called to transform lives and make a difference but a part of you is also a little wary of your calling because there is a hidden part of you that is so freaking fed up of giving yourself to others and having it thrown in your face and so, you do not do the things you need to do to grow your business/ministry.

You deeply long for peace

But you cannot remember when last you felt peace

Life just feels yuck and hard

But you are too powerful to give up so you keep plodding along, fighting, submitting, fighting, submitting, fighting, submitting…

And tired…

Fed up…

Drained…

Unfulfilled…

Scared that this is all your life will ever be…

Praying with a desperate note…

Feeling abandoned by the Divine – He was probably one of the people you felt you had to appease and you were too scared to admit that you were angry with some of the supposed demands you felt coming from him and so you just kept showing up, giving, giving, giving, following all the teachings of some person who seemed to know better than you how to get the Divine to give you your heart’s desires… You hear all the promises, did all the things and now, nothing…  You got nothing from it and you still don’t have the courage to admit that it just does not seem to be working…

You are still on that Divine treadmill, telling yourself that you just need to have more faith!

Honey, it is time to wake up…

It is time to start fighting for YOURSELF…

It is time to focus INWARDS for a change, instead of being in everyone else’s business trying to fix everything for them or even to fix YOURSELF for them!!

It is time to be TRULY SELFISH – some already think that of you so why the heck not just go all the way in and BE SELFISH

This is your one life, as far as you know – How much longer will you keep living it to satisfy or rebel against others?

When will you finally start living in a way that makes YOU happy?

When will you dare to fully look yourself in the face and realise that you do not even KNOW you or what you want or anything?

You have tunnel vision – You are so focused on satisfying everyone else’s definition of success that you have not taken the time to figure out your own definition…

You don’t really have an answer for ‘WHAT DO I REALLY WANT?’

You have some vague ideas but they do not excite you and mostly, all you can think of is more money, pay off debt and maybe a few other things but none of it excites you.

It is just the thing to say

It is just the thing to be getting on with doing

Everyone else is doing it so you guess you should be getting on with it too.

It seems to be the responsible thing to do

And so you keep numbing out and getting on with it

That is not life, my love.

THAT IS NOT LIFE at all and you freaking know it – You just do not know any other way…

And you will never uncover any other way until you make it a focus of yours and STOP PUTTING YOUR OWN LIFE OFF as you wait for everything to finally be perfect so you can finally start living.

It does not work that way, my love and if you keep waiting, you will die having never really lived

And yes, I know that as much as you resonate with what I am saying, you still have no idea where to start…

So, here is the starting point for you…

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Let it support you in finally coming home to yourself

Let it support you in going within and pulling out the gold that has always been there

Peace. Purpose. A 6 figure income await, if you will allow it

I do know that a part of you is ACTIVELY fighting against you returning home to self because that is the unknown.  You have been doing battle outside of you for so long now that you are literally SCARED of finding peace, purpose and prosperity.

Yes, yes, YES, I KNOW you will try to tell me that that is not true but you will see when you start this journey or IF you allow yourself to start this journey that most of your troubles have been a result of your addiction to drama and pain.  You have lived that way since childhood, it feels safe and at the same time, you want out.

The DM path to peace, purpose and a 6 figure income is a way out, if you will allow yourself to get on it.

It will not happen in one second.

It will feel challenging at times to go within

But if you will stick with it, you will set yourself free and life will open up beautifully.

Anyway, the choice is yours.

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Much Amazing Love

 

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