I have always been hungry for more.
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At some point in my early twenties/late teens when I was doing ‘crazy religious person’, I thought I had to settle for whatever life threw at me.
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I could maybe do God’s work and have big dreams about that but in my practical everyday life, I should just be happy to have a job as a pharmacist whether I liked it or not.
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I was a professional with a good wage. What more could any one want without being greedy?
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You cannot expect all of life to be happy, I tried to tell myself.
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And I even tried to drown out my visions of what God’s work would look like as that seemed too proud and EVERYONE KNOWS that if you are too proud, you will get nothing at all.
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And so I tried to be satisfied.
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But I was not.
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I desired more.
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LOTS MORE.
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But I felt bad about wanting more.
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BEcause my relationship with the Divine has always been my most precious relationship, I began to think that I had to choose between maintaining intimacy or creating a truly prosperous, peaceful, purpose-driven life.
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I never asked His opinion, of course.
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I projected my fears onto Papa and made Him out to be a loveable but jealous ogre who would take from me anything that interfered with our relationship.
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He would steal, kill and destroy to maintain our love.
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Or so I thought.
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And so I limited myself.
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Limited my dreams.
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Got involved in dramas with friends, family to distract myself from my sadness.
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I finally woke up to the fact that I was literally the only thing in my own way.
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I could blame pastors, friends, family – All who did feed into the idea that I should just be satisfied because that was the ‘right’ thing to do.
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But ultimately, I was the one who chose to believe them.
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I was the one who chose not to check in with Papa without any pre-conceived ideas.
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I was responsible for ME.
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I am just thankful to have woken up.
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I am just thankful to have finally gotten deliberate about building my free, fulfilled, financially abundant and love-drenched life.
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And I am incredibly thankful that it is never too late.
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Have you awakened yet?
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It is not too late for you to dust off those visions and dreams.
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It is not too late to get deliberate about creating them in this lifetime.
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It is not too late to stop projecting nonsense on the Divine and instead, start accepting support to be ALL YOU CAN BE.
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It is not too late to stop believing nonsense.
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Yes, there will be tension in the transition. It is like learning any new skill: It feels hard as you let go of the old comfortable way of doing things and you practice the new.
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But once you apply DELIBERATE MAGIC consistently to your life, everything WILL ABSOLUTELY change.
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Are you in?
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I can Help. I am the girl brought up in a 3rd world country who thought she had to become a responsible (yet stifled and bored) pharmacist to escape the poverty of her past and also to be approved of, accepted & loved. After bankruptcy & a 4 year long depression, I freed myself to be ME and found fulfilment, happiness, inner peace and prosperity. I don’t care where you started, I can help you deliberately design & create a prosperous life you adore.

Here’s 2 ways to work with me to do the inner and outer work of creating a prosperous life deliberately
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1.One on One starts with a single session – RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/privatecoaching.
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2.The Opulence Circle from $8.88 – RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/opulencecircle.
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Much Amazing Love

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