Sometimes, I can be really silly.
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Really truly, crazily silly.
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I can get all up in my head, all full of ‘woe is me’ and sadness, so convinced that nothing feels great.
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And all the time, I am not doing anything towards whatever it is that I claim to want.
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All the time, I have been putting the limits on, telling myself that THAT Would be too much and THAT would be quite silly to do and THAT would make people consider me foolish and THAT would be absolutely CRAZY to do.
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And then I wonder why I feel so sad.
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Could it be because I have killed myself off with all my rules about what is acceptable or not?
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Could it be that I am just whacking my inner child all the time, telling her that she is silly and crazy and full of delusions and she just needs to grow up and be a responsible adult where nothing good ever happens, you just struggle, pay bills and die?
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Is there really any wonder why I can sometimes feel this overwhelming sadness?
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Thankfully, I see my craziness and I let it go quicker and quicker, but do you see yours, honey?
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All that shoving and pushing and forcing yourself to be something other than who you are, is it any wonder that you just want to stuff your face with food, drink yourself to oblivion and feel down in the dumps?
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And yet, like me, you do this to yourself.
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You keep KEEPING your own self down.
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And you keep telling yourself that you have to.
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YOu have settled in almost every area of life for what you thought you could get and now you got it, you are bored and sad and feeling ungrateful because there is this niggling suspicion that if you had just focused on what you really wanted, you could have got that too.
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But then to compound your craziness, you are now saying that it is too late and you have all these responsibilities and you have no time and well, you cannot do it now.
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All a lie but a lie you have chosen to believe completely and so, yes, you are sad.
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Oh honey, awaken! The world may have conditioned you once but now, you are just doing it to yourself.
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You are beating yourself up now because you cannot pretend to not know.
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I have told you what you are doing so YOU KNOW NOW! and you cannot un-know it.
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So what will it be?
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Will you continue to pretend that something or someone is keeping you from your own destiny or will you fully, truly commit to creating it so that you can break away from this terrible sadness that has overshadowed you, in recent times?
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SAY YES to your dreams.
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SAY YES to your vision.
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SAY YES to your life.
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SAY YES to YOU!
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AWAKEN!
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Live.
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Create the relationships you desire.
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The body you desire.
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the money you desire.
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The fulfilling work you adore and never ever want to retire from.
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Connect even more intimately to the Divine and live from that place of knowing that everything is always working out for you.
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Live from that place of knowing that you are safe, loved, protected and fully supported.
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Stop allowing fear to have the final say in your life.
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You are the source of the life you desire.
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YOu, in connection to the Divine, are your source and you can block the flow or allow the flow.
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What will it be?
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I know what it is like to feel down in the dumps when you are off your own true path and I invite you to come do life with me in the OPULENCE CIRCLE so that I can support you in continually choosing you and moving forward powerfully.
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Much Amazing Love
