I did not even realise I felt this way but I did.
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I felt rotten to the core.
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OK, so that is an exaggeration but I did feel inherently bad.
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I felt as though from the moment I was born, I was bad.
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A lot of this bad feeling came from church teaching which tells you that you are evil at birth and need to be saved in order to become good.
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And then it goes on to tell you that only good people should be allowed to prosper so you immediately but very unconsciously, count yourself out from ever prospering because bad people do not prosper.
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And then add on, the fact that you were probably brought up by parents with their own crazy wounds who then in their own anger, tell you that you are a bad child.
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And then add on, friends who graciously betray you or just tell you that you are not that good a person or in jest, make fun of you but you take it to heart and feel bad some more.
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And add on, those you do not even like who also feel the need to tell you that you are a bad person.
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Ultimately, by the time, we are grown, we have had more than ample opportunity to feel pretty darned bad.
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And if you are spiritual in any way, the chances are that you then count yourself out from ever experiencing anything good.
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And I know that you can read this and think that I am making a mountain out of a molehill.
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I would have thought that myself a few years ago.
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I was convinced that all I needed to do to truly prosper was just ignore the inner world and work my awesome butt off.
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WEll, let me tell you, it does not work.
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It might work for those who have never opened up to spirituality.
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But it will not work for you.
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If you are in this community, the chances are that you do have some religious beliefs, even though you consider yourself non-religious.
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Either you were brought up with them or you were around them or your teachers brought you up at school with them.
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And you probably have not done any of the inner work to cleanse your beliefs so though you may say with your mouth that you do not believe certain things, your heart of heart still does.
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And I guess you can keep pretending that it is not getting in the way of your wealth.
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And you will either give up in creating it or run yourself into an early grave.
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Oh honey, awareness is the first step.
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I am not going to pretend that discovering what I felt about myself was always an easy road to take.
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But I am so THANKFUL for the clarity I have within me.
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And I am so thankful for the prosperity it allows me to create now that I have done the clearing work.
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So are you ready to break free yet?
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If you are, then get the FREEDOM COLLECTION, my love.
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Much Amazing Love
