You are so repressed, my love.
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So full of hidden fears.
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Fears of being alone.
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Fears of being without.
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Fears that you cannot cope.
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Fears that seem like logic because you have lived with them for so long.
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And because of all these fears, you keep putting up with nonsense from the people around you.
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You tell yourself that it is because you love them.
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You tell yourself that it is wise to practice conflict resolution.
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And I guess there is a time and a place for that.
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But it is not some blanket rule that you apply to every situation.
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Your fear blinds you to truth.
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And your need to repress all your emotions and pains, keeps you stagnant and stuck, pretending that this situation is cool and fine and you can just keep it going because you ‘love’ that person or those people.
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And then you wonder why you struggle to prosper.
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You have made them the source of your happiness and joy.
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And they are not up to the task.
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No one is.
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And while you do not honour yourself and walk away from them, you allow this self-abuse to continue.
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Which means you continually tell yourself that you are worth this silliness.
HONOUR YOURSELF AND WALK THE HECK AWAY!
Choose to trust that the Divine has you in hand.
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Choose to believe that your source is within you.
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Choose to cultivate this trust though it starts with a decision you make in this moment to STOP ALLOWING YOURSELF TO BE TREATED BADLY.
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And let me even say this, it is not even about whether you are being treated badly or not. It is simply about the emotional pain and torture you experience when you are with certain people.
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They may not be doing ANYTHING to you, right this moment but you are not at ease, not at peace, constantly feeling like you need to be careful what you say or do, constantly feeling like you have to be someone else.
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And all the while, telling yourself that who you are is NOT enough.
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That is such a lie.
HONOUR YOURSELF & WALK AWAY.
You are no earthly use to anyone while you continue to unlove and unhonour yourself.
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AWAKEN, my love.
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AWAKEN to the abuse you subject yourself to.
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And it is no longer anyone’s fault, honey.
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You do this to yourself.
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I know you do not really know better, so please do not blame yourself EITHER!
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You still think there is hope of change if you just stay with the program of pain and torture.
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But really, all you are doing is trying to get your needs met from the wrong place.
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It will NEVER work.
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If you are too scared to walk away then you can be sure that you have misplaced affections. The freedom to walk away or stay in place is key to healthy relationships.
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I know it is not simple.
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I know it seems impossible and uncaring and like the sort of thing that a ‘bad’ person would do.
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But that is just the lie, the fear, the conditioning trying to keep you stuck for all eternity.
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When will you take back your power, my love?
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You try to repress the pain with drink, sex, food, entertainment.
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It works for a little bit and then, the darkness returns.
AWAKEN, my love.
Begin the healing work.
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No, it will not all get fixed in 3 seconds flat.
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But it will NEVER get fixed if you keep self-punishing by staying in place.
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Stop holding on so tight to the illusion that it will finally be okay.
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It won’t while everyone keeps doing the same old stuff, waiting for the other person to give.
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Just opt out.
HONOUR YOURSELF AND WALK THE HECK AWAY.
Much Amazing Love
