Be honest with yourself for a second…
Are you upset with the Divine?
Maybe even downright angry, if you really had the courage to speak your mind with no fear of repercussion
This is not something you admit…
It is something you possibly turn a blind eye to…
But you have to handle it if you will ever truly prosper…
Life has not been easy
Things you hoped would work have not worked
Yes, there is a lot to be grateful for and you are indeed thankful
BUT…
You just do not understand why certain things happened the way they did
There you are, a lover of all things spiritual
A new breed leader doing your best to get your message out there
Forever you have been faithful to the spiritual principles you know
You keep expanding your knowledge and doing this practice or the other
AND YET…
Things have not always worked out for you
In fact, some things have been TERRIBLE
And you just do not understand it
How can you be loved and still have gone through this stuff?
Would it not have been easier NOT TO BE SPIRITUAL? At least then you would not feel so betrayed…
You try not to think that way
You mostly push those thoughts down
But they are there
Lurking beneath the surface
Making you feel cut off from your Source
Making you feel abandoned
Where the heck was all this love when this and that happened?
Why the hell has life been so tough?
WHAT THE FRICK IS GOING ON?
You try to put a nice spiritual bandaid on it but the wound is not healing…
It is just there getting more and more infected as other things happen and as we know, we attract what we are
And if you are currently harbouring fear and doubt and just plain old annoyance at the Divine/Universe/ Source then you will attract more reasons to be that way…
And yet, honey, you are not a victim of the Divine
It may feel like you are, at times and some of that may be your religious programming coming through as you were taught to be subservient and never to voice such thoughts
But if you do not shine a light on them, how will you heal?
And how long can you operate in this state of separation?
It is like a battery operated car refusing to be recharged because it is scared of the plug socket
How long before it runs out of juice forever?
And that is how you have been feeling…
Stuck stagnant overwhelmed anxious
ALONE
Yes, you are an action taker so you keep pushing through
But in order for the work to work, you gotta do the inner healing work too
The lives you feel called to change will only hear you as you do the inner work as well as the outer work
Yes, the work always works
But you gotta do ALL the work…
Are you willing?
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