You stand on the edge of happiness, unwilling and scred to go all the way in.
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It feels impossible that it can be easy to be happy.
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It feels almost selfish to believe that being YOU is enough.
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You make it complicated.
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You look for problems and issues.
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You create drama.
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And all to avoid being happy, truly deeply happy.
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YOu do not know you do this, of course.
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You think that this is just the way it has to be.
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Always ALMOST there but never quite there.
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And yet, the knowing within you calls you deeper.
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The knowing that there is more to you than this.
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The knowing that your life could expand beyond what you have ever experienced, if you would let go of the fear, the doubt and go all the way in.
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It feels too simple, too easy and deep down, you doubt you would be able to maintain it and so it seems better to stand just on the edge, rather than to gain and to lose it.
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Rather than to KNOW what it feels like to be in bliss and to somehow, find yoruself back out in the wilderness again.
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And so you tell yourself to keep with the being busy being something, someone other than you.
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YOu tell yourself to settle and be happy with whatever scraps you have pieced together.
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And yet, the worst has already happened and you are still here.
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You are ALREADY in the wilderness. You have experienced that your whole life so why not allow yourself to experience fullness for a change.
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Why not take off all the limits and go all the way into bliss and happiness?
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What if, you can handle it?
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What if you never have to lose it?
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What if it is home?
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The home you have been searching for your whole life?
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Come home.
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AWAKEN!
