At heart, I want what I want…
The end.
I want everything that I want and I refuse to believe that I cannot have it…
I just refuse.
And so, I choose to block out every idea that tells me that I cannot create what i want and I get to work creating it.
And I am not done until what I want, is mine.
That is it.
I am a child at heart, except this time around, I do the work and I create the things I want.
I got done with being told that I had to be reasonable and grown up because that just seems to mean that someone is trying to tell me that I cannot have what I want and as I said, that is no longer acceptable.
Yes, events and circumstances may happen that, for most people, would be the end of their dreams…
But I am not most people so I deliberately turn a blind eye to that stuff and choose to put one foot in front of the other in the creation of my dreams, my vision, my calling…
Because I know and I have seen that the more I create what I want, the more the seeming problems and issues lose their power over me and they simply go away or they get sorted simply because I am no longer someone who humours these things.
I am focused…
I am decisive…
I take massive action…
And I refuse to quit…
Yep, some days I feel down and I still show up…
Some days, I feel high as a kite and I still show up…
Some days, I feel alone and wonder if I will ever find my posse of people, who like me, refuse to ever quit, and still I show up, calling them in, inviting them to the party…
Some days, I am surrounded by people who get it and I still show up…
Some days, the money seems so tight and I still show up…
Some days, the money flows like a river and I still show up…
Yes, like a child, I want what I want and I will simply not stop until I get it all…
And unlike a child, I finally see that no parent, no adult, no external thing can stop me or break my spirit unless I let them and guess what?! I don’t fucking let them!
I am here.
Daily reporting for duty – The duty of creating the life of my dreams…
Call me selfish but I ACTUALLY do believe that I have life in all its fullness, not some after-death thing but a ‘right now’ thing…
Call me deluded but I ACTUALLY BELIEVE that Papa wants me to have every good thing in this lifetime…
And that it is simply down to me to create it.
What of you, honey?
What do you claim to believe?
And what are you living on a daily basis?
Do they align?
Or is there a mismatch?
Have you given in to the fear?
Are you telling yourself that it is unreasonable to go after your dreams?
Are you scared to play full-out because it may not work?
Are you humouring the fact that it may not work?
Do you not see that you are the one who chooses whether it works or not?
Do you not see that you are the one who gets control over whether you create your purpose-driven life or not?
Do you not see that all the difference you want to make, is up to you to begin NOW, not some time in the future when everything is perfect and you have all the time in the world?!
Be like a child.
Determine to get what you want.
And refuse to quit asking for what you want…
Refuse to quit doing whatever it takes to create it…
Stop giving into wimpiness…
BE the warrior you are born to be
And fight to the death for the life you are born to live
Because honey, you want it all!
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