One day, I woke up and I felt blank inside…
Dead inside…
Dreams, vision, purpose gone.
Just a basic need to survive and take care of my baby when she arrived, was left…
I have always been super-excited about life and my possibilities so how did I get here?
A pharmacist, about to have her first child, come from a third world country, worked her socks off and finally achieved what her parents had hoped for since she was born, making more money that she had ever done before…
How did she/I get here to this place of barrenness and deadness and depression and BROKE-NESS?
Well, on the surface, I was 7 months pregnant and I had gone bankrupt the day before, after spending months crying and worrying about how to hold it all together when my baby came…
But it went deeper than that.
that was just the result of a deeper issue…
the issue of passivity.
I had bought into ‘mass think’ – If I obeyed the rules and died to my own vision, purpose, internal nudges then I would be ok, or so the rhetoric went.
I bought it – hook, line and sinker
I was pretty good at it – In the eyes of anyone looking at me, I was successful, I knew what I was doing. Even the lovely lady living with me at the time, thought I was a Boss!
And yet here I was, a bankrupt and a depressed one at that.
Now, I know that most people like me, (maybe even you) will not get to this place of obvious shame, you will just keep plodding along, just keep doing what you do, just keep passively building a life you do not like much, sneering at all those who seem not to have it together like you…
And maybe, I would have too
EXCEPT I am so thankful now that I went through all that…
And I would do it again and again and have come close a few times in the last few years as I chose to build THE DELIBERATE LIFE…
A life of freedom, fulfilment, abundance underpinned by love.
A life where I pay attention to who I really am and what I feel called to do and I build a life on that rock.
A life where I am divinely guided in every moment that I choose to tune in, rather than react in fear while telling myself that I am being reasonable…
A life where I live out the call on my life and I wake up happy and with a deep sense of joy every day…
A life where I get to choose how I spend my time and with who…
A life where there are no limits to the finances I can create…
A life where I am deeply, intimately connected to Papa – FOR REAL, not some fake talk that means nothing in real, every day life…
I shifted from a place of depression and pain and feeling like a failure by choosing to live life deliberately – Living life to my values, refusing to compromise even when tempted to, refusing to buy into the lie that I have to be reasonable before I have to be connected – WRONG ORDER.
Refusing to make the world I see more real than the life within.
I know this is odd to most people
But I know now that I am not called to most people…
I am called to do life with the ones who have an itch inside of their souls that does not feel reasonable…
A calling to live a life less ordinary…
A calling to be free, fulfilled, abundant in ALL AREAS!
Propelled by the fire in their hearts to go beyond what seems reasonable in ALL areas!
And if you are still here reading this, I KNOW it is you…
And so I invite you to explore further, deeper and to choose to deliberately and intuitively design a life that feels good on the inside and the out.
A life that you adore waking up too
I will not promise you ease on this journey…
But I do promise you joy and also that success (as defined by you) is inevitable, if you will stay on the narrow path even when it seems to take you through fire.
Scary, I know…
You do have all those responsibilities and things…
And yet, you want this life
THE DELIBERATE LIFE
You CRAVE this life…
And so I invite you to go deeper and here’s how…
1) Grab my book, for free – PRAY. AFFIRM. RECEIVE – how to get clear, stay clear and take action to get what you want out of life – RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/bookgift
2) Come to THE DELIBERATE LIFE GATHERING – There is always one happening in the near-ish future – Let us meet live, in-person – RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/deliberatelife
3) Join The DELIBERATE SUCCESS IMMERSION INCUBATOR – For spiritual people who KNOW they are born to prosper – RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/deliberatesuccess
4) If an entrepreneur/creative, join the DELIBERATE MILLIONAIRE FAST TRACK CLUB for daily step-by-steps and daily support in getting your work into the world – RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/dmfasttrack
I look forward to getting to know you more as we do the DELIBERATE LIFE together, making our dent, each in their own way.
MUCH AMAZING LOVE!
