You are a determined soul.
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You are driven.
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And you are spiritual.
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However, the world tells you that being spiritual is a weakness and part of you has bought into that nonsense.
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You think you have to speak with a soft voice and have a gentle look on your face all the time.
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You think loving people means allowing them to walk all over you and doing things you do not want to do, just because they want you to.
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You think you have to be perfect all the time.
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You think that the Divine does not like your ambition and that He/She will hold back good things from you because you are not supposed to want them, if you are truly spiritual.
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And deep down inside, you are scared of being too spiritual or too close to the Divine because you think it will just make you weak and unable to create the life you actually want.
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And yet, you long for depth of intimacy with the Divine but it feels like an ‘either-or’ situation.
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Be spiritual, broke, with a smile plastered on your face as you try to be content with NO material things.
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Or be worldly, rich but distant from the Divine and spiritually empty.
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Honey, there is no such choice to be made.
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The Divine is not trying to make you less than who you are. Other people’s rules might be but that is just their flawed understanding that you have taken on board as truth.
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You are called to be a modern mystic.
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A money-making messenger of light.
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A profitable wayshower.
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An assertive, powerful LEADER!
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You know it is so, because it is what you long for but you cannot seem to give yourself permission to be spiritual, living your purpose, rich, happy and all-round prosperous.
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You have so bought into the nonsense of the world that you do not even take your questions to the Divine to find out what He/She even thinks.
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You assume you know and so you hold yourself back from total intimacy because you fear that you will be asked to give up your edge.
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And yes, most spiritual teachings do seem to call you to play smaller, to lay down a life you never even had in the first place, to be co-dependent and call it love.
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The thing is, if you would trust yourself more, you would know that that is just nonsense of a nonsense of a nonsense.
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But you have learnt to distrust yourself and your own connection to the Divine.
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Whenever you get those amazing dreams and visions of what could be, you are convinced it is just your pride speaking and that you should tone it all down BUT YOU DON’T WANT TO.
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So, you feel guilty while determinedly going after what you want and you distance yourself from the Divine just incase, he/she DOES want you to give up your vision.
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AWAKEN.
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Stop cutting yourself off from your own power source.
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Love, trust and accept yourself.
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And allow the Divine to love and guide you to a prosperous life that goes WAY BEYOND what you can even begin to imagine or think of.
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Let your barriers down and allow yourself to play at full steam WITH THE DIVINE.
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Being close to God will not diminish you or your vision – It will empower it all and take you further, faster.
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