I was broken inside

But I was still smiling…

I was hurting deeply

But I kept up the facade

No one knew how I felt inside…

Not even the ones closest to me

I tried to explain to one spiritual leader – that is all I could trust at the time…

But my aura of confidence was too much for them…

I was a pharmacist…

Doing pretty well on the surface…

They did not get that I felt really broken

My finances were broken…

My self-confidence shattered…

They were too busy trying to appear knowledgeable and wise to see my heart

To hear my pain


The truth is, I did not trust anyone anyway…

Too many letdowns

Too many hurts

So I very probably did not show my heart… not really…

And so I carried on…

Plastered the smile on

I just kept going…

Wondering when my real life would begin

Because I always knew I was born for more


I always knew that this could not be the end

But I just did not know how to break through

And no one could really see me

Thankfully, I could talk to Papa (The Divine)

I had had the privilege of learning how to hear back from Him as well…

So that was a very necessary lifeline for me in that period of time between bankruptcy and depression and finally choosing to own who I am

The Divine led me to various people

People I had to pay lots of money too…

Money I did not have

I had to swallow my pride

Get over the thought that everyone was out to get me

I had to admit I needed help

Take down the mask and allow them in…

And honey, I see you…

With your smile, your confidence, your mask

And I wonder what it will take, how low you will have to go before you choose to reach out and get help

When will you stop with the excuses?

“No money”

“No time”

“It is all a scam”

“I can do it myself”

“The timing is wrong”

Blah, blah, BLAH!

You have cried out for personal support

Please remember.

  1. Your vision is your permission.
  2. You are capable of your calling.
  3. You are much more powerful than you realise.
  4. Yes you can get everything you want.
  5. You are loved. You are enough. You are worthy. You deserve the very best of everything.


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