Before bankruptcy and a 4 year long bout of depression, I thought that life would just somehow pan out for me, in the way I envisioned it.

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I had the vague idea that I would be rich.

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Renowned.

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And having the most glorious life teaching, speaking, singing and reminding people of their personal power and ability to live empowered lives.

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It was just gonna happen.

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It is not that I did not work hard – I did.

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I became a pharmacist.

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I did some of the things I really wanted to do on the side and thought I could be satisfied with that.

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And I was sure that when I was nearer retirement age, I would THEN truly get to do my vision stuff.

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I bought a house, 2 cars, had people living with me because I was blessed to be a blessing.

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In the eyes of the world, I looked ok and successful.

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But I was not in my own territory.  I felt out of place. I felt unfulfilled, wrong and with hindsight, I can see that I sabotaged it all.

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It took just a little time for the cracks to show and there I was, 7 months pregnant, coming out of court, having just been declared bankrupt.

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It was too much emotionally and so, the next morning, I woke up and I was dead inside – I call that 4 year period of depression – THE BLANK because that is how I felt.  All my excitement and enthusiasm and hopes and dreams gone.  I sold all the personal development and spiritual development books.

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I gave up all ideas of ever doing my own thing.

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The only constant in the midst of this craziness was THE DIVINE – but I must admit, I was a bit annoyed with him too.  I just knew I was seriously lost if I did not sort out my relationship with him so he was allowed to stay. ?

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No one knew any of this was happening to me apart from my hubby and 1 other friend.  I slapped on a smile and proceeded with the half-life I felt I was now condemned to live.

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Until FINALLY, I actually took responsibility for my own life and the creation of my vision.

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You would think that the bankruptcy and the depression would be rock-rock bottom but no, passivity had its hooks in me and I was buying into the nonsense that I had done all I could do and I just needed to settle into adulthood and dissatisfaction.

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It was when I had a 3 year old, 2 year old, and 6 week old and I was going to have to put them in childcare fulltime when I wanted to home educate.  That shook me out of my stupor.

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When I realised that I was going to have to pass down to my princesses, the same nonsense I had been taught about giving up visions and doing whatever you had to do for money. That shook me out of my stupor.

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It was when I was being yelled at by an extended family member for refusing to give them the money they demanded. THAT SHOOK ME OUT OF MY STUPOR.

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“THIS CANNOT BE MY LIFE!”

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Something snapped.

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I realised I had bought into a lie.

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A lie that somehow life would just pan out for me because I followed other people’s rules for success, because I made peeps around me happy, just because I thought it should and I had begged and pleaded with the heavens too.

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I had given up dominion over my own life on a promise that if I just worked hard in the way that ‘they’ told me to, then all would be well.

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And hey, if I obeyed the religious dogma and rules too then even if life, here on earth, was rubbish then the next life would be excellent.

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WHAT UTTER NONSENSE.

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And I see you believing the same nonsense.

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Burying your vision, waiting for the right moment while your life is disappearing right in front of your eyes.

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SURELY IT IS TIME TO RESET!

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What will it take for you to WAKE UP FULLY?

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If you do not DO IT, who will?

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If you keep waiting for another sign from the heavens, that uncertainty and fear you feel will continue to eat you alive.

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NOW IS THE TIME TO RESET and take back dominion of your life and particularly your income.  How much longer will you leave these things up to things and people external to you?

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Are you not fed up of feeling so uncertain all the time?

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You KNOW that you are capable of so much more.

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YOu KNOW that there is so much more available to you.

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You KNOW your vision is screaming at you to create it.

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And you KNOW that life would feel so fulfilling and peaceful and exhilarating if you would just DECIDE to create the life you actually want.

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SO, are you about ready to wake up fully?

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Because I KNOW the power within you.

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I KNOW that, when it is harnessed, the things you will create are just gonna be incredible.

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Let me support you.

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You are surrounded by fear and doubt and all kinds of limiting nonsense and I can help you shake loose.

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Use the clearing event to handle the limiting beliefs, generational holdbacks, mental and emotional blocks that keep you in hesitation.

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Be immersed in empowering, freeing ideas that enable you to think differently, act differently and get different results from what you have been doing to date.

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AWAKEN.

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The life you dream of, will not just happen.

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YOU HAVE TO CREATE IT.

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Much Amazing Love

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