I woke up a few days ago and that title, right there, was the first question that popped into my head, with all the accompanying fear…
“What The Hell Do You Think You Are Doing?”
The crazy voice inside of me was talking about my work…
It was asking me what gave me the right to do and say what I did and said
And also, what gave me the right to think I could be paid for this?
Did I not know that this was not the way the world worked, the crazy voice of fear screamed…
Did I not know that I looked like a fool?
How dare I think I can live out my dreams?
Do I not see many many people just getting by, just doing whatever to survive and somehow, I think I can just swan around speaking, singing, writing and selling the stuff I create?!
How dare I make money at this?!
It shook me for a second…
A long second…
As the fear threatened to take me over and make me forget that actually, yes I can do whatever I desire to do with my life and in fact, am doing it already.
That yes, I have a vision and a calling and I get to deliberately design my life following that
That yes, actually, every good thing in my life has come when I have left behind all the ‘WAYS THINGS HAVE TO BE DONE’ and just gone and done what I felt called and led to do
That yes, actually, the still small voice inside of me can be trusted
That I am co-creator with the Divine and I am safe, loved and fully supported and have always been
That I have always been that person that dared to go after what I want and I have always achieved it
No, the journey is not always fun and games especially when I have to combat the voice of fear and then I get all emotional and scared and stand still, instead of keep pushing forward with my eyes on the prize
But ultimately in the end, I always shake off the fear or at least accept it while ignoring it and I take the next step relentlessly and persistently
And I always win
Not because I am something pretty special (though I kinda am!)
But simply because I keep going until I reach my goal and I refuse to let ‘reality’ shake me.
I expect things to work out, if I keep moving forward doing the inner and outer work
And so they do
Anyone can do this
ANYONE CAN DO THIS!
And so why the heck NOT ME?
And frankly, I am pretty blessed to be able to see this…
“So get thee behind me, you evil thought! You are a dangerous trap to me. You are seeing things merely from a human’s point of view, not God’s”
Life is good and I am pretty darned blessed!
I see what I build
I already see the fruit in the physical
Staying levelheaded when the fear threatens to take you over is so essential to the creation of a life you love, rather than staying stuck and stagnant in a life you dislike.
Your fears are not as unique as you think
Everyone faces them
Some allow fear to decide their next move
Some see the fear and act powerfully despite it
The program LEVELHEADED will support you in becoming one of the bold
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Much Amazing Love
Rosemary Nonny Knight
The Prosperity Minister