I ain’t gonna lie, I find it pretty hard to talk about pain, particularly pains I have experienced…
I should be fine
I should pretend to be ever powerful
I should be over it
And who needs to know
And the truth is, I am fine, powerful and over it
And anything that I am not over yet, gets handled when it raises its ugly head…
But I got to this place very deliberately
Because I got done with being broken.
I got done with allowing the pain to be my identity…
Yes, crazy stuff happened…
People hurt me
And no, I did not deserve that
No one does
But then when terrible things happen to you, there is a tendency for us to take on the lie that we are now no longer worthy of good things because surely, if this is happening to us then it must be because we are flawed and unworthy…
Now, this is not always a conscious thought
It is subconscious and it leads to a passive existence
One where you do not really put yourself out because what is the point?
You, deep down, feel unworthy of good things so it seems pointless to pursue something you do not think you are allowed to get.
OR you could be the rebellious kind – You keep pushing against what you consider to be your unworthiness and you keep trying to prove to yourself and anyone that hurt you that you are worthy and they were mistaken
Which ever way, you don’t win… not really
Your life is based on a lie.
Religion comes in to soothe and tell you to spend more time in atonement and waiting on some higher power out in the sky to come do things for you and when it does not happen, it further convinces you that something is inherently wrong with you – Even God does not want to help
Or maybe religion is not your thing…
Maybe you are more into the drowning out of sorrows with food, drink, drugs…
Maybe you over-entertain yourself – Way too much TV, pornography, other people’s drama, whatever
Or you overwork yourself just so you do not have to think of the inner demons…
Or it could be spiritual practices – Meditate all the time, go from one retreat to the other and never quite find the relief you are looking for but as you are actively doing some ‘holy’ thing, it feels like you are doing something…
All of this to avoid facing the pain…
The underlying pain that is controlling your every move…
I deliberately handle my stuff because I refuse to be a victim of silly pain anymore…
Because victims NEVER win, regardless of whether you are feeling victimised by a real situation in your life right now or some past event that still defines you.
Who would you be without the pain?
Surely you owe it to yourself to find out and to live THAT life
I do believe that prosperity is your divine right
And that without all the layers you are coated with, you could more easily step into and remain in it…
And I don’t just mean money
I mean in all areas of life…
You could be connected powerfully to the Divine in a way that empowers and uplifts
You could be clear on your calling and living it out daily
You could be taking the right amount of action to get the results you desire
Life could feel easy
It really could.
But you have to deliberately choose that path.
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Much Amazing Love
The Prosperity Minister