I looked successful
I looked like an overcomer
I was a pharmacist
And I had overcome all manner of trials to become one
Even one of my lecturers had thought that I would quit because money was SOOOO tight and I had to ask for permission to work full time while studying full time…
And my own family thought I would quit when I decided to marry my hubby in the middle of the master’s degree course…
There were dark times getting to the end…
But I kept going
Even though I was going away from my destiny…
But I was invested in this
So what that I felt this low level depression all the time?
So what that I was happiest when doing ANYTHING BUT pharmacy?
I had to be reasonable
And I had invested so much
As had my parents
I mean, my parents almost broke up over my sister and I being in the UK
How could I disappoint my mum by giving it up and going after my true design?
And really, I was too sensible for such flights of fancy!
I had lived in Nigeria
I had seen poverty
Experienced poverty as my dad was made redundant for being paralysed from his neck down
I had seen my mum rise up to the plate to support the family completely on her own and I was a girl who never wanted to be dependent on no man to provide for me!
OF COURSE, I COULD NOT CHASE MY DREAMS
They were dreams!!!
Again, let us continue to ignore the depression that dogged me ALL THE FREAKING TIME!
I hid it well
You would never have known it to look at me, laughing and giggling and generally just getting on with living within the lines and walls that had become a prison.
I went bankrupt
And had my awesome princesses
And I reassessed my life
And realised that this was an opportunity to start again
To stop running from my destiny
To get back on the narrow path
To dare to go after what I wanted and to experience real, true happiness as I got to do ONLY the things I longed to do…
It still works
It gets better all the time
BECAUSE I DECIDED!
No, it has not been easy – I have hit bottom many, many times but I could not run anymore
I still remember those dark days and the idea of going back there is too YUK to consider
And I look at you , my honey
And I wonder how long you will continue to run?
How long will you continue to ignore the little whisper within you calling you back to your true design?
Will you wait until you hit bottom?
Or will you start now to choose your own happiness?
Little steps taken daily can change your life in a year, 2 years, 5 years…
Or I suppose you can spend the same amount of time, doing the same things you are now and feel even more depressed…
RECLAIM YOUR HAPPY!
Get back on path to your real life.
THERE IS ALWAYS A WAY, if you dare to find it
And guess what I am doing this coming week?
Come discover How To Return To A Clean Slate So That You Can Stop Feeling Bad, Return To True Joy & Fulfilment: The Power To Reclaim Your Prosperous Life More Easily In All Areas Of Life.
You gotta come
I am soooooo looking forward to speaking into your life.
Helping you to clear your energy
Helping you to distil out your true design
Helping you to realise that what you desire is possible
Giving you simple strategies for happiness NOW…
You do not need to walk around with a cloud over your head anymore…
Come join in
Much Amazing Love
Rosemary Nonny Knight
The Prosperity Minister