The Subtle Ways In Which you Shoot Yourself In The Foot

“Who left the light on?”

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“It wasn’t me, Mummy”

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I did not ask who DID NOT leave the light on.

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“Hey H, you did really well at _________”

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Then another glorious princess interjects “Did you see how well I did in __________”

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And I say “Of course I did and great work but I was just speaking to H for a second”

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These are a few of the games that play out at times in #KnightTowers and the games that we, as adults, play out too…

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With bosses.

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With partners.

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With the Divine.

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If someone else gets something, then we feel like we are losing something and the default reflex is to show that we are still valuable too, as though that was ever in question.

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Do you notice this subtle thing in you?

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Someone tells you how good life is for them, at the moment and you immediately feel the need to remind them that your life is even better.

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Subtly, of course but you drop in the conversation some statement that shows your superiority and you may not even notice that you do it.

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The underlying thought is that there is not enough for you and if they get some of what is in short supply, then you somehow lose out unless you show your superiority.

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People do this to us, as well and we may not notice the subtle drop in energy as again, we accept that everyone else is somehow better than we are. And on the outside, we either accuse them of being too full of themselves while feeling guilty about not being able to be happy for them or we go out of our way to congratulate them and ignore our selves.  Whichever way, we come away from the encounter, feeling less energised and a little sadder but it is normal so we just carry on.

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And we may not stop to wonder why this is happening.

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But these little underlying crazy things we do, eat away at our energy and keep us out of alignment.  Not because of the actual thing that happened, it is the underlying BELIEF and FEAR that is eating away at us.

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That thought that we are not safe unless we are the top dog or being nice to the top dog.

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I wonder if I am explaining this right.

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Do you notice the tiny, minute ways in which lack consciousness show up for you?

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Are you paying attention?

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Do you realise that it holds you back from total prosperity?

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Are you willing to do the inner and outer work for prosperity?

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