Behind the smiles, behind the confident facade, behind the sunny disposition is you…
The you that is barely holding on and yet, you keep going…
You keep stirring yourself up
You keep choosing the higher path
But there are days when it feels tough
It feels like you are going to sink and fall into a pit out of which you will never be able to recover
But you keep fighting the edge of darkness
You can just see it out the corner of your eyes, seeking to take you over
And you have fought and fought it
And you have kept going
Seeking solutions here and there where no one knows you (You don’t want anyone to see or even suspect weakness in you)
Because you are supposed to be the strong one
The one with no needs
The one that is resilient and able to withstand incredible pressure
And you are that one…
For sure, you are that one.
And yet, it is getting tougher and tougher to keep holding everything up
I see you, honey.
I see your strength
I see your power
I see your incredible resilience
And I also see that you are identifying too much as a conquering warrior
You are identifying too much as someone who always has to struggle and fight and push through
And I know that you would say that life is that way
That you have to fight for every little thing…
And I certainly do not want to diminish what you have been through because I know it has been a lot and it has been ongoing for so long now. It always seemed to be one thing or the other.
I simply ask you to change your identity.
No longer be a conquering warrior
Become someone who experiences ease – You see the easier way and you take it
Become someone who allows life to be joyful – You look for things to be joyful about
Become someone comfortable and expectant of good things – Again, look for the good things in your life and express gratitude from deep within, for them.
The pain has made you someone who always expects things to be hard for you.
The pain has made you feel unworthy of an easy good life
The pain has been allowed to identify you.
And you are not your pain
You are not your negative emotions
You are not your struggle
Learn to separate yourself from that
Pick out those victim-y thoughts that keep you looking for the next fight, the next thing you have to overcome
Choose to change them
Million times a day, if you have to
Be honest, you do not really expect to ever feel really good all the time, do you?
And you think that that is a normal way to look at the world.
And I know you are prepared to keep on fighting
I know you will never give up
But perhaps, life does not have to be a battle ground all the time?
Perhaps you can be happy now, really truly happy now even as you continue to go from glory to glory
I do not propose a passive existence
I simply ask you to wipe the slate clean
to stop living from experience
And instead to choose that from this moment forward, prosperity in all areas (including deep happiness) is your birthright
And you are going to be identified with that, instead of pain and struggle.
Come let me support you in changing the underlying foundation on which you have built life
It is time to take the big leap to a place where you are allowed to feel good ALL THE TIME
It takes deliberate action
But you can do it, you are more than powerful enough
And as you do that, life will open up to more good than you could ever imagine
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Much Amazing Love