No more lurking

Are you not just fed up of lurking and reading everyone else’s stuff when yours is still stuck inside of you?

YOU keep hoping, praying, waiting for the words that will shock you out of inertia into creating the work that you KNOW you are born to do!

You keep finding new people to follow, new mentors to admire from afar…

You keep looking to the heavens for some sign, some guidance…

You keep telling yourself that when the time is right, you will KNOW and you will get to work!

You keep putting the brakes on for when the children are grown, the parents are passed on, the siblings are sorted, the ministry at church does not need you…

You keep placing all these rules on yourself and so you are never ever ready…

And your time keeps on passing you by!

YOu look in the mirror and you see more and more lines appearing on your forehead…

You see the stress lines around yoru mouth and your eyes and you reflect on what you have accomplished and it is nowhere near what you thought you might have done by now…

All those dreams you had as a young one, sure that nothing was out of reach, sure that you would, one day, conquer!

And now, you KNOW that as the years went by, you gradually let go of dream upon dream…

You told yourself that it was impossible…

You laughed at the naive youth you used to be…

And you tried to settle in for whatever you could get…

And you almost succeeded…

Until you noticed a few people doing the things you had once dreamt of and you noticed that they too had the same responsibilities…

They too had the same distractions but unlike you, they never gave up…

They chose the path that you thought, impossible…

And now, just because they stayed on course, they created something amazing…

And now you lurk…

YOu read their stuff…

You wonder if you could do the same…

But you still fear…

You, the one that many look up because you have accomplished so much but in yoru heart of hearts, you know you never really went full out for teh BIG dream…

The BIG idea!

You settled for the easy idea, the one you could easily get to…
And now, there is a hunger inside of you for more…

A hunger that you tried to fill at church…

A hunger you tried to fill by having carefree sexual relationships…

A hunger you tried to fill by sticking with the love of your life…

By having the kids…

Maybe even by burying yourself in yoru grandkids…

And yet, the hunger remains…

Nothing fills it…

Nothing takes it away…

And so you lurk…

Wondering if it is still possible to get back onto the narrow path towards your true purpose…

Whether you really do have what it takes…

Whether you are allowed…

Whether you are crazy and deluded for even considering it…

Whether, whether, WHETHER!!!!

Honey, there is no more time to live the wrong life…

And you can consume all the words of other people that you like and go to all the trainings and the conferences and retreats and volunteer to build other people’s ministries all you like…

But you will not be fulfilled…

And you can cry out to your Higher power, wondering when you will feel complete, wondering when all those promises that you have latched onto will come true but all of creation is waiting on you to wake up and claim the abundance that is yours by birth!

Will you?

Start here with my book – PRAY. AFFIRM. RECEIVE – How to get clear, stay clear and take action to get what you want out of life.

See more and grab your copy at rosemarynonnyknight.com/bookgift

Fight for, deliberately design the life you are born to live.

Because you want to!

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