No Apology Is Going To Give You The Peace You Desire

Yes, they hurt you…

They slept with someone else, this partner of yours…

They used and abused you in your childhood, these parents of yours…

They slept with your partner and completely betrayed your trust, these best friends of yours…

They, whoever ‘they’ is to you, did the dirty on you and left you gasping for air as you tried to process how someone who claimed to love you or at the very least, LIKE you, could do this to you.

And all that childhood, dodgy parenting stuff that is still, to this day, causing you to play small…

You can still hear your mother’s voice in your head belittling you or maybe you cannot because she was simply not paying any attention…

Or was it your father who was not even there?

Or he was there but he was anything but a role model…

So soul-destroying

Yes, I agree

And maybe, someone did something much worse than that to you…

And you felt victimized

And angry.

And hurt.

And life feels somehow too painful to fully engage in…

In case someone else hurts you in this way

However, you are powerful and strong and so you found a way to keep doing what you do

But you harbour this hope…

This deep desire to have a showdown with this person or persons…

You want to tell them what you think

You want them to weep for what they did

You want them to pay in some way

And you definitely want an apology

You tell yourself that if they would just say sorry, then you could move on…

You would be free.

You could keep going but be stronger and more whole…

And as much as I feel for you, honey…

I know what it is like to feel all this pain and to feel like there is no outlet…

I know what it is like to be in the presence of a person and no matter what they say or do, you just feel so angry!

I know what it is like to want them to acknowledge what they did.

I know

And yet, they cannot give you peace, honey…

They cannot take away the pain just by saying ‘sorry’

One little word will not change your whole life

At least not in the way you hope it will

If you did get them to say it, you might find that you still hurt but now you have no focus because they said the word and you still feel YUK.

If you are particularly unfortunate, then you will have your showdown and they will simply laugh it off as though you are being silly and you should have forgotten all that by now…

And that will hurt you even more!

Honey, no apology is going to give you the peace you desire…

Only you have that power…

Only you can choose to heal…

Only you can choose to rise above all the past nonsense…

And your life is way too important for you not to allow yourself to heal…

Start by simply choosing to be willing to forgive

Start by choosing to be willing to let it go

Realise that there is probably a big chunk of your life on hold as a result of you not letting all this go…

You probably know already what that area is

How long will you let these people control you, honey?

How long will your life be held back from true and complete prosperity?

How much more struggle do you want?

YOU ARE THE KEY TO YOUR OWN FREEDOM

Not them

that would make them way too powerful

So, honey, will you choose to heal?

If yes, then come on into the Deliberate Success Incubator…

Jump on the phone with me each week…

Be in the group with me each day…

Let me help you process this stuff

It is time for you to rise

You are here to make a difference and when you have overcome this, you can support others in doing the same…

You already want to, anyway so let us get you healed so you can be love in this world as well as free, fulfilled and abundant

Find out more and join in at RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/20weeklifeupgrade

Much Amazing Love

Rosemary Nonny Knight

Leave a Reply

CommentLuv badge

Copyright © 2017 Rosemary Nonny Knight All Rights Reserved.
Core Genius Ltd. Office: +44 (121) 318-5554 | 1-850-273-6785 |