Love The Parts Of You That No One Applauds

I see you…

Hiding away…

Only showing up the parts of you that you think people want to see…

I see you…

Feeling angry and pushing it down…

Pretending that you can be satisfied being less than all you are…

I see you…

thinking that you can somehow build a fulfilling life by dampening out the very heart of you…

And just going along with the party line about how you should look, what you are allowed to wear if you want people to take you serious…

I see you…

Limiting yourself

LYING TO YOURSELF that you can be happy being this tamed, weak thing…

when you were born powerful…

Born to rule…

Born to reign…

Born to dominate in certain spheres of life…

I SEE YOU!

And I wonder when you will give it up.

I wonder when you will run screaming away from this half-life you tell yourself you have to settle for…

I wonder when you will hit bottom so that you realise you have nothing more to lose and you stop PLAYING THE FUCK SO SMALL!

Honey, I see you.

I see your heart and I love what I see beneath all the nonsense…

Beneath the self doubt, the self-unlove, the pretense…

And I know this…

All that longing you feel inside of you to make a difference, to live out our calling, to be significant on this planet will only come about as you strip off…

As you choose to show up in all your glory…

AS you choose to be bold and fucking take back your life…

As you refuse to be defined by those who are still trying to define themselves…

AS YOU CHOOSE TO LOVE THE PARTS OF YOU THAT NO ONE APPLAUDS!

Do you think some mistake was made when you were created?

Or did you just buy into the norm’s way of looking at the world, telling you how to fit in, blend in, not be noticed and not get into any trouble?

Did you buy into modern-day slavery where they get you to dampen yourself down so that you can be more easily controlled?

Honey, wake up and LOVE YOU!

All of you!

It is a choice!

A decision to boldly strip off the layers and let yourself be free!

I know you are scared and afraid that you will lose everything but come on now, why the heck do you want to keep it?

You do not even like it all that much!

You are over-eating…

Not sleeping…

Feeling anxious…

Burning out…

Trying to distract yourself in all kinds of ways…

Can you not hear what your body is telling you?

This is not a fit!

And yet, you try so hard to keep it.

I knwo it was hard won, this life of yours…

You pulled yourself up in ways that others cannot even understand but really, you are going to now sell the rest of your life to maintain the illusion that everything is fine?

Honey, love the parts of you that no one claps for and for goodness’ sake, SHINE!

Fight for, deliberately design the life you are born to live

Because you want to.

PS – I get that some stuff has happened to youto make you wary of change.

I understand also that youdo want change but you just cannot seem to break free of the adversity that can at times, dog you, particulalrly in the arena of your mind.  You keep thinking that negative things are going to happen and so as much as you want to win, you end up stifled and unable to do what it takes to win.

Are you ready for change?

Join me for AGAINST ALL ODDS I RISE.  Find out more at RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/againstallodds

 

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