“To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all.”

Oscar Wilde

Wow!  Now that is a quote.

And how true is that.

I used to just exist and I had good reasons for it, or so I told myself…

I just had to get by

I just needed to make enough to take care of my bills

I just had to do this pharmacist thing for a bit and then I could maybe do more of what I loved in my spare time

At the same time, I was giving all my spare time to my church so that did not work

Nothing wrong with that if you are truly following your calling and vision and purpose, rather than hiding from it, waiting for permission…

I was hiding and waiting for permission

And getting angry that no one gave me permission

Until I finally realised I did not need anyone’s permission

But it took a while to get to that point

And all the while that I was doing this, I would have told you that I was changing the world

But truly, I was hiding from the world

Hindsight is a mighty fine thing

Daring to be truly honest with yourself is also a mighty fine thing

And we all mostly try to avoid it

Because to face the things that are wrong in our life will require us to change those things and we are not always so sure that we want to change…

It is easier to keep telling the same sad story

Or just the bare-faced lie to ourselves so that we can stay comfortable in our discomfort…

As Oscar says…

TO LIVE IS THE RAREST THING IN THE WORLD

At the heart of all of my fear, was a distrust of the universe and in myself…

A distrust that I was safe

My life experiences were interpreted to mean I was not safe

A distrust that I was enough

I can tell you of many times where I felt I let myself down and I took those to mean that I just was not able to deliberately design the life I wanted and so I passively settled for one I did not want

And told myself lots of stories of how ‘ONE DAY…’ I would finally get the time and the opportunity to do what |I really wanted to do but for today, I had to just get on with life as it was and give up all the childlike dreams…

Guess who inherits the kingdom though?

Yep, the childlike…

Those who dare to dream

Those who dare to believe all things are truly possible

And then dare to take action towards it

Each and every day, regardless of what it looks like on the outside…

I decided finally to return to that childlike faith

I faced the inner darkness

And I allowed myself to create a more prosperous and fulfilling life

Though I am still on my journey and I expect to be for the rest of my life…

I am so thankful I chose off the passive route

And now I invite you to begin to love yourself enough to get off the ‘exist only’ route

Dare to trust that the dreams in your heart are possible and dare to start heading towards them, my love

The whole universe awaits your awakening

Will you rise up?

Let me support you with the SELF LOVE PERSONAL TRANSFORMATION PROJECT

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Much Amazing Love

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