It Is Okay To Melt Down Sometimes

There are some weeks where I am just crying and crying and CRYING every single morning for days on end.

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Just me, weeping my eyes out.

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Feeling so much pain about mistakes made.

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Feeling so much pain about dreams not reached yet.

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Feeling so much pain about things I have done or said that I wish I had not done or said.

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Feeling so much pain about why this or that is not working in the way that I want it to.

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Feeling so much pain about how I allowed this or that person to treat me.

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There are days, sometimes weeks, when the darkness just wants to overwhelm me and all I want to do is lie down and stay down until the storm passes.

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I even find myself wondering if it would not be easier to die – Yes, it can get that dark at times.

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And yes, I give myself time to feel these deep, horrid feelings.  I cry, I wail in the early mornings with the Divine and then I refocus on my desires and I take the next step.

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I am great wife.

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I am great mum.

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I am great coach.

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These are the things that are most important to me.

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And so, daily, no matter how much melting down I have just done, I rise up and take the next step.

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I refuse to take residence in the place of despair.

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I move forward with dignity, with renewed commitment to my goals, with renewed commitment to MYSELF, with renewed commitment to those I feel called to serve, with a deep knowing that I am worthy of every good thing even on the days when I feel I have fallen far short of whatever standards I have for myself.

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I feel the Divine loving me.  Even on the days when I cannot even hear Him, when I want to be sooooo angry with Him, I still KNOW that I am Loved & worthy of the life that I have chosen to create and so I move forward.

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The work revives me a little as I have thankfully chosen work that I adore.

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I see you waiting to feel better.

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I see you waiting for some other sign before you get up and move forward towards your goals.

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Yes, melt down sometimes but do not freaking stay there.

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Get up, go on.  You are still the only one that can actually create the life you desire and sitting around feeling sorry for yourself, is not going to get you there.

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So, allow yourself to feel your feelings and then MOVE, MOVE, MOVE!

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Do something in the direction of your true dreams.

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There is always a next step.

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So, please refocus.

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The world awaits your true awakening.

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Please remember.

1. Your vision is your permission

2. You are capable of your calling.

3. You are much more powerful than you realise.

4. Yes you can get everything you want.

5. You are loved. You are enough. You are worthy. You deserve the very best of everything.

It is your day for Fortune Restoration & Expansion if you are willing to create & receive.

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Much Amazing Love

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