The Inner Turmoil & Pain Will Never Leave While You Keep Doing This Silly Thing

When will you finally realise that the peace and love you are looking for, will never come through other people?

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No matter how much you dampen yourself out to please them.

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No matter how much you put your own vision on the backburner for them.

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No matter how much you do to make everyone else happy, you will NEVER, EVER experience the love you desire through them.

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And if anything, while you keep trying to appease all the people in your life, you hold yourself apart from true wealth.

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You already know this.

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You have already experienced disappointment upon disappointment.

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Pain upon pain.

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Betrayal upon betrayal.

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And you also notice the limits in various areas of your life, no matter how hard you work or push, you cannot seem to break through.

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And yet, you keep throwing yourself back in because ‘Love hurts and I have to keep being nice’.

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You are treasured when you use your strengths to do something for other people and then, made to feel bad when you use your strengths to do something for yourself and still you continue telling yourself that you must not be selfish, you just need to keep giving.

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If you are religious then you think your reward will come in the next life and so you tell yourself that you are doing this for God and of course, there are more than enough people to tell you that this is the way christians or whatever, SHOULD behave.

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And so, you keep throwing yourself at pain and heartache because that is what you are supposed to do.

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When will you stop to question that, my love?

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When will you value yourself enough to stop allowing all this pain and drama into your life?

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You cannot find the love you are looking for by doing this.

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You cannot find out there what you will not give to yourself.

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YOU CANNOT RECEIVE FROM ANYONE WHAT YOU HAVE NOT FIRST GIVEN YOURSELF.

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You hold yourself apart from love because you settle for this half life version.

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It already feels so heavy to keep maintaining this that you have closed off from other people.  There is simply no space in your life for anyone else.

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It begins to feel like this half-life version of love is all you can expect and so you are loath to leave it behind because then you would be even more alone.

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And the crazy thing is that you already feel alone.

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And understand that there are no sacred relationships, so I am talking about family, partners, friends, colleagues – All of your relationships.

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I wonder if you can even hear me.

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Is the pain painful enough yet, for you to want change?

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Or are you reading this and thinking that it is not applicable to you, even though something about this post is resonating with your heart?

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Oh honey, there is so much more available to you if you will begin to see what you are doing to yourself when you hold on so tightly to pain and drama and you call it ‘love’!

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AWAKEN!

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And no, this is not about blaming anyone in your life for your pain because you tried that already and it does not work either.  That is just a victim stance that gets you nowhere.

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This is about taking a step back now.  Looking as clearly as you can at your life and taking responsibility for your own emotional wellbeing from this moment forward.

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This is about making the decision to put yourself first and begin again to love yourself because you begin to see that pleasing others is not the same as loving and serving others.

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This is about questioning what you have believed love to be and reaching into the Divine for support and assistance because you begin to see that you are incomplete when it is just you in this physical form.

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This is about opening up to healing and unconditional love because you are worthy of that.

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This is about realising that you can use your energy to create a free, fulfilled, financially abundant and love-drenched life instead of this painful existence you call ‘life’.

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AWAKEN!

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THERE IS MORE FOR YOU!

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It is not selfish to put yourself first.  It is essential.

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AWAKEN!

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Come do life with me in the OPULENCE CIRCLE – The beginning of a whole new adventure.

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Check it out at RosemaryNonnyknight.com/opulencecircle

Much Amazing Love

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