I Know You Are Tired Of The Struggle

Hey love, I know you.

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You are tired of the struggle.

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You are tired of feeling that everything comes harder to you than anyone else.

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You are jealous of those around you, who somehow seem to just wish a thing and it comes to life for them and they take it all for granted, the silly sods!

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It just feels so hard to get anything, doesn’t it?

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And you find yourself beginning to wonder if it is even worth it to try and yet, you are not someone to give up.

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You are the one that has overcome lots of nonsense and you just keep going.

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The struggle is all you have ever known.

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It feels so real.

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So unending.

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YOu may be fed up with it but you do not really see that there is any other way to live and so, each day you get up and get into the struggle of that day.

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Most days, you don’t even think about it.

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YOu don’t have time for that.

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You just need to get on.

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People depending on you.

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Responsibilities to fulfil.

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Too much riding on you showing up and doing whatever needs to be done.

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God is a significant part of your life but in some ways, that all seems irrelevant in the daily struggle and grind.  You believe and you also don’t believe.

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And you just need to get on with the struggle.

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The saving everyone around you – not that you think of it that way, of course.  You just feel blessed to be a blessing though you are not completely sure you even really feel blessed but you have something more than they do so you feel you better give back.

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You slap on a smile.

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Pretend you don’t feel drained and fed up and tired and in fact, you do not always know you feel these feelings.

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YOU JUST KEEP GOING.

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And going.

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And going.

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Where are you going?

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YOu have vague ideas of what you desire.

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Empowering many, perhaps.

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Making more money, definitely…you hope.

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Maybe one day, feeling happy and comfortable in your own skin.

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BUt who has time to think of all of that – Just gotta keep struggling forward.

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People let you down repeatedly.

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You just see it as part of the struggle.

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You go into relationships expecting to be let down so your guard is always up and you are ready for the inevitable betrayal and let-down.

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It hurts but it also fits your picture of what you can expect from life.  Your expectations of other people are low while your expectations of yourself are PRETTY DARNED HIGH.

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And you never quite make the mark but again, you do not realise this because you are used to feeling the way you do.

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And you just keep going.

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Again, where do you think you are going?

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For a while now, there has been a niggle of something inside of you.

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The niggle is getting louder and louder and more and more painful but you just don’t have time for this, except it is getting to the point of ‘I can’t ignore this anymore’

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It is starting to affect your physical reality – money disappearing faster, your health declining, maybe redundancy, relationships breaking down even faster and more painfully.

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This is STRUGGLE 2.0.

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And as much as you are used to slapping a smile on it and just keeping going.

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You begin to wonder if there is another way.

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You begin to wonder if this is really all there is.

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You are praying more, begging and pleading with God to come help…PLEASE!

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And at the same time, your inner jaded, untrusting soul is pushing all help away.  You don’t know how to trust anyone.  You don’t even trust yourself.

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BUt the pain is increasing, deepening and for the first time ever, you wonder if you can keep going.

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Time is passing and the dreams you had assumed you would accomplish by now, are nowhere in sight.

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And more than even that, is this sadness within.

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And anger, deep painful hurting anger at certain people and at yourself.

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Are you ready to handle it?

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I can help.

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2 routes.

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The DO IT YOURSELF route: Start with a 30 day immersion in the ABUNDANCE LIBRARY – Allow the programs to support you in leaving behind the pain of the past.  Allow the programs to help you understand yourself better and why you feel the way you feel and what to do about it.  Allow the programs to bring you into a deep connection to God so that you are more available for healing and wholeness and prosperity in all areas of life. Pop over to https://mibusiness.lpages.co/the-abundance-library/ to join in for just $22.22

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The PERSONAL COACHING route: Work with me privately to figure things out and to return to wholeness and increased prosperity in all areas of life – Pop over to http://rosemarynonnyknight.com/privatecoaching to book in an initial session with me.

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There is another way to live life.

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A freer, more empowering, more joyous path.

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I hope you choose it.

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Much Amazing Love

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