I Allow Myself Freedom To Do What I Want, When I Want, With Who I Want, Wherever I Want – Woohoo!

First, I allowed traditions, culture, family to determine what I was allowed to do.
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I was African girl.  I was supposed to learn to cook and clean and keep a house.
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I was supposed to be submissive to men and take care of them, put up with abuse and disrespect.
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I saw women being beaten or cheated on.  They would come to ask for help from the ‘elders’ and the man would have his wrist slapped a little and the woman told to go back to the abusive situation and be nicer to her husband because it was so important that the family stay together, regardless of her distress.
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I took this to be true though I knew I could NEVER allow that to happen to me.
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But I did feel a little trapped by all of this culture and traditions.  That was just a small picture of the things I was just supposed to agree to, because this was our culture, our tradition.
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I wanted to be free from all of it.
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But I thought it was just the way it had to be.
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And then I allowed religion to bind me up some more and destroy the simplicity of my longing for the Divine.
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Neither of these things were all bad, of course.
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There was good stuff mixed in with nonsense.
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The problem was that I gave up my freedom because I was afraid that I would be alone, ostracised, abandoned and ALSO, sent to eternal fire and damnation, if I did not obey.
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There is no freedom in this way of thinking.
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There is only control.
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And my spirit was dying everyday.
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I am absolutely certain that this is one of the reasons that people age.  We simply take on too much nonsense, tire our bodies out as we give up all energy trying to keep ourselves on the straight and narrow according to other people’s standards and demands on us and then we die, having never truly lived.
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Or we rebel against said rules and demands and tire ourselves out trying to prove that we are right and they are wrong.
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But what the heck does it matter what others tell us we should think?
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We can just say no, walk away, and forge our own path, but I did not see that.
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Like many, I got caught up in all the drama and games of trying to get what I thought I needed from people who were also trying to make sense of a seemingly lack-filled world.  Everyone had to fight to get what they needed from the very limited supply and if it meant, controlling, manipulating, pleasing others to get it, then so be it.
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Except no… just no.
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I decided to free myself.
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I allow myself freedom.
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I walked away and continue to walk away from all of that.
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I lean more into Papa.
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I say yes to my desires.
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I create them.
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I am free.
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Fulfilled.
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Abundant.
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Love-drenched.
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I forget sometimes and think I have to go back to the crazy.
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Or I listen to some person trying to tell me I am being selfish.
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And then I remember how painful it is to be so caught up in all the dramas.
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And I let go again.
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There is always a deeper level of freedom to step into and I let some more things go.
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My prosperity continues to increase and I get to do more and more of the things I dreamt about doing but thought I would never be allowed to do. Or that it would be too irresponsible to even consider.
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I now see that this is MY life and it would be irresponsible to have lived it just to make everyone else happy.
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What a waste of a gift!
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Honey, I invite you to this deliberate life path, if you dare.
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It will be confronting as you question every single idea you thought, was truth and only keep the ones that really do stand up to scrutiny.
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But if you are done with pain and drama and lack… then I suggest you start now to walk away from that and deliberately design a life of freedom, fulfilment, financial abundance and love.
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Your choice, of course.
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I know how true the fake world can seem.
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I finally understand a bit better what Jesus meant when he said ‘I have overcome the world’ – He saw through the illusions.  I cannot say that I am always that clear yet but I catch glimpses and honey, there is another way to live and it is a heckuva lot better than you realise when caught up in the dense, lack-filled energy that most of us buy into.
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AWAKEN!
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Those deep longings in your heart are possible.
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You are unlimited.
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AWAKEN!

Please remember
1. Your vision is your permission.
2. You are capable of your calling.
3. You are much more powerful than you realise.
4. Yes you can get everything you want.
5. You are enough. You are worthy. You deserve the very best of everything.
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Much Amazing Love

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